#marprose

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= 13 reasons why

Manchester Orchestra

Heavy heart

Loss of sobriety

Sleep deprivation

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Eternity

<p>I’ve never known a love sweeter<br />

than the kind we share<br />

Where thoughts drift to you in the intervals between seconds<br />

And my body resonates with the sound of your name</p>

<p>Almost as if my heart has known that it would be you who would be my constant<br />

And therefore has been morse coding your name throughout my veins with each steady, certain beat</p>

<p>How wrong I have been, in thinking that forever is an uncertainty waiting to abruptly end</p>

<p>For when my lips touched yours, and I exhaled with a longing of never-ending bliss<br />

I knew that forever would never suffice</p>

<p>For I would spend all my lifetimes loving you</p>

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                                         Palpitations                                        

I was all nerves and shakey breathing 

My heart, rapidly beating

Sweaty palms and nervous glances

Could you sense my internal butterflies,

hear my heart racing so fast I thought it would break through my chest

You sat down next to me, not across

Could you see the blood rushing to my cheeks

Did you notice the slight spill, caused by unexpected goosebumps 

My mind was foggy, head spinning, pulse 

                        pounding,

                                             pounding, 

                                                                  pounding

Shot after shot after shot and

               nothing

Alcohol could never intoxicate me 

in the way that your eyes always did

I should have been wasted with all we had to drink

But I wasn’t craving that sort of buzz

Instead I was craving your touch,

Lips against lips, 

hands wondering, roaming,

through hills and valleys of 

                        old 

                                familiar 

                                               roads

Did you sense my yearning

Could you see through my calm facade

Were my stolen glances obvious, the slight biting of my lip

When your hand held mine, and you caressed my waist

Could you feel the storm building inside of me

Did you think to seek shelter

Did I

 -MC 2017

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Always

I want to just disappear, To just close my eyes and Everything… vanish No longer do I want to hear. To be silenced from all songs Especially the ones that rip me apart With the memory of our love Blind me, blind me from the trees Swaying ever so gently Reminding of laying in the grass Next to him Make me forget Forget the way he can make me melt With the simplest of words Forget how my much my heart yearns Yearns for his love If only it could be this simple
If only this is what I truly want
Instead I’m grasping,
White knuckling,
 Holding on to every memory Every kiss, every hug, every whispered “I love you”
Stolen glances, shared laughs, tears we shed,
Cigarettes we smoked, songs that tugged at our heartstrings, his laugh, his voice, His love My heart yearns for his love My heart will always yearn for his love 
-MC 2017

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Haiku: High Tide

My heart, an ocean Tides will always be highest When the moon is near

-MC 2017

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Haiku: On Missing You

A kiss from the moon Could never be as sweet as The taste of your lips -MC 2017

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Shiver

Fingers intertwined with mine Hands sliding down to my waist My body pressed against yours Drunken dancers surround us My heart beating Beating Beating Faster Racing

Music blaring, muffling the explosion of my heart Sweaty palms, quickened breaths Your fingertips against my skin My hand in yours I can taste the alcohol on my lips My lips My lips Your lips

STOP

….. ….. …..

Searching for the exit Blood rushing Heart pumping Your hands on my waist

Your hands Your lips Your eyes Your voice

Safety Comfort Warmth So much warmth

Your warmth I need your warmth I need your warmth I need your warmth

-MC 2017