Mar 12, 2021
RYUJI FINALLY SAID FUCK!!!!!
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RYUJI FINALLY SAID FUCK!!!!!
Some art I've been working on.
(1st pic is of my new Inquisitor, Lockwood Lavellan. 2nd pic is a random pretty elf lady. 3rd Pic is a drawing of Cole from DAI, with the Troubled Birds quote, "He gave them the Heebie-Jeebies. He had nothing else to give.")
You guys wanna know what I just discovered?
My old counselor once told my grandma that it's very possible I'm on the autism spectrum because I hit nearly every benchmark for it. I've suspected I was on the spectrum for quite awhile before this. It makes so much sense for me! I am actually feeling a bit better about myself because now I know where a lot of my behaviors are coming from.
I have a job interview today for my first job ever, so please wish me luck!! 💖💖💖💖
VARRIC?! SOLAS?! CROWS?! I'M FUCKING SHAKING!!!!! I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!
I'm not having a great day today. I got attacked by someone I deeply care about (for about the fourth time in the past year) and I had to defend myself. After it happened I retreated into my room and my Nana checked up on me and she said that I handled the situation very well. That instead of attacking back, I did the right thing and tried to restrain them. (I am much bigger and a lot stronger than the person who attacked me.) It was still fucking scary. I threw up my whole dinner afterwards. I dont know if I can forgive them. I want to, so badly. I feel really bad because every time they attack me, they get physically hurt, and I am left with psychological damage. I love them very much and enjoy spending time with them. But when they get angry they always take it out on me. I know that I'm bigger and stronger than them and I should be able to handle it. But afterwards I am always so messed up.
Today I turned 19! I can't wait to eat some Chocolate Mousse Cake... :P
Nadia the guinea pig loves cuddling in my blankets!