I’ve drawn these guys so many times in my sketchbooks and stuff but I’ve never really talked much about them on tumblr. I could post all the drawings I have of them but I’m not sure if anyone one wants to see that :p (I know this drawing isn’t very clear and its a bit messy but bear with me here)
Since you are sun dad that would make you dazzle grandpa and not only that that would make you the grandpa to an Sams au of of mine Mary from my Sams six au. You know the sun from my Sams six au and how he had a partner that he married after the creator (who takes the role of Henry viii died) when then had a kid but sun ended up getting sick and died and his partner got beheaded for trying to kill castor (who takes the role of Edward vi) so Mary was under the care of dazzle however when Mary was just 3 years old where dazzle died in her sleep so Mary was homeless on the streets trying to do small jobs to just get enough money to find food so she won't die hungry this goes on for 2 years until she passed out for working so hard to try and provide for herself then KC (who takes the role of Mary i) takes her in ends up become his lady in waiting and she ended forming a bond with solar (who takes the role of Elizabeth i) and KC especially. Mary also is a extreme hard worker to the point that she refuses to rest until she is done cleaning even when she is sick. And like Katherine Parr sun in this au tome gets disturb a lot meaning there have been multiple times where sun tomb was disturb for various reasons but Mary does her all to put a stop to it. She always looked up to sun dispute him dieng before he got a chance to meet her and she always looked up to him as a short of role model and that's one of the reason she insisted on working as hard as she does to make him proud. Mary also having to witness dazzle someone she viewed as her mom die when she was so young makes sure her loved ones are safe and happy even if cost her life she always bottles up her grief of dazzle to not bother her loved ones so when KC dies she takes it hard and instant that everything is fine and that she is fine when she is not. she then gets sick and solar and her get into an argument she is all of a sudden kidnapped where dispute solar best effort doesn't find her and it's one of his biggest and only regrets in his reign. Mary just as she is about to die of hunger dies from her illness and no one ends up finding her body until many many many years later long after she is with sun her biggest role model and true father. So what do you think lol I don't show my art cause that makes me uncomfortable and I'm not that confident in my art but since you love my Sams six au sun I'm curious what you thought of her
This is incredible! I love this story. Your Six AU seems very interesting and well thoughtout ^^
Mary seems like such a nice lady. I love her. I'm proud of her. She's very much like Sun ^^
This is a crossover with Alex & Friends by @i-eat-worlds, who Joseph belongs to!
Aaron takes Phoenix on a tour of Hero Alliance London HQ, and they end up at the cafeteria, where things don't quite go to plan.
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CWs: immortal whumpee, hero whumpee, abuse, panic attack, ableism, low self-esteem, past starvation, denial of food, fear of punishment, expected punishment, asking to be punished, begging, conditioning, losing control of superpowers, consideration of self-punishment, guilt, flashback, traumatised whumpee, food-related trauma, traumatised caretaker, threats, insults, punch, shove, fear, intimidation
"And this is the cafeteria."
Phoenix stops dead in their tracks in the doorway, looking around.
"It's, um, it's big."
'Big' was an understatement. The place was huge, and always busy, full of noisy heroes, some laughing and joking, some sombre. Some have clearly very recently come off shift.
Unfortunately, Phoenix has been recognised as the hero who got Abbie suspended (even if they're so abused they didn't see anything wrong with her behaviour – but then, so many have swallowed her lies about accessing their medical records to look after them better, why wouldn't Phoenix). The room doesn't quiet, though some of the conversations become more stilted, and there's a few glares. A bit of intimidation tactics from those heroes who can use their powers with any subtlety.
"Come on," mutters Aaron, putting an arm around Phoenix's shoulder in an obvious show of solidarity, "let's fetch some food. You'll love the cinnamon buns."
Phoenix nods, but they're distracted, and for good reason. It's good manners, good practice, good safety, not to use your powers against people in here. It's just one of those things you don't do. If you have a problem with someone, you solve it mundanely. So for that to happen, suddenly... it's a big show of strength against Phoenix and they know it.
"Don't let them win. Don't let the others make you think you don't deserve to be here. You show them something later. If this is going to turn into a contest, you're way more powerful."
"I don't think I am," they murmur, but let Aaron steer them towards the serving counter, grabbing a couple of trays on the way.
"Hey. None of that. You'll be fine. They're fickle, trust me. Ignore them. You've got allies anyway."
Phoenix nods. They still look very small, pressed up against his side. He squeezes them tight.
Aaron's honestly relieved. He'd thought the reactions of the other heroes in disagreement might be worse than that, judging by their behaviour in the medbay lately. It's a shame they recognised them, but hey. Can't have everything.
He tries not to think about how that might be partially his fault.
Phoenix squints at the chalkboard menu. "What, um, sort of chips are they? Fries or chunky ones or... I don't mean to be fussy, sorry. I'll eat them, whatever they're like, please let me still eat." The last sentence is added hurriedly, as if that's a regular problem. And maybe it is.
"Hey. I brought you here to have something you like, it doesn't matter how fussy you are. And if you're worried about the price, don't be, it's free."
That's not completely true. There's some posh things that're just reduced. But Aaron made an agreement yesterday, so if Phoenix wants them he won't have to pay in front of them.
Phoenix nods, visibly trying to absorb that.
"Chunky, like a chip shop."
Phoenix's eyes light up at that. "Can I, can I? Please?"
"Yeah, of course. Do you want to go and order? You can have something with it, if you like."
Phoenix looks very confused, but follows Aaron over to the food counter. Aaron pushes them gently ahead of him. Just in case.
The serving lady smiles at Aaron. "Hello, you. How are you keeping? You've made another friend?"
Aaron scowls at her. She's not supposed to reveal how few friends they have.
"This is Phoenix. Phoenix, Mary. She'll probably try and fatten you up."
Phoenix waves a little, and Mary frowns at them in concern.
"Hey love. You new here? I haven't seen you around before."
Phoenix shakes their head. "No. I just, I, um, haven't been here before. Can I have, um, chips and beans please? It's okay if I can't, I just–"
"Of course you can. We've got some left, haven't we? It's not reserved or anything." She plates it up, then turns to Aaron. "Fish, chips and peas, as usual?"
"Yep." Once it's plated and on his plate, Aaron gives her a winning smile. "So... any chance of the biggest cinnamon bun you have?"
"You can't just use charm to get whatever you want, you know." But she winks and plates a massive cinnamon bun.
Phoenix's eyes are like saucers, and they only widen as the serving lady serves them an extra portion of chips and beans.
"Ketchup and other condiments are over there, love," she points out. Phoenix nods.
"Thank you, sir."
Mary watches them go with a slight frown.
"Polite kid."
"Maybe too much so," murmurs Aaron. "They're getting better though."
"Who's on their team? Bit negligent to not show them this place. And they seem off."
"The Spark, Tempest and Nightkeeper."
"Poor kid. Here, take some onion rings to share, they do need fattening up. You'd better go and help them." She nods to the condiments table, where Phoenix is standing, looking lost.
"Yeah. Cheers."
They manouvres their way over to them.
"Hey kid. What's up?"
"Am I really allowed all this too?"
"Yes, of course. And these two," he points at the onion rings and cinnamon bun, "are to share."
"But... that's, um, that's a main dish, and a side and another side and a dessert. I can't take seasonings as well, that'd be, um, greedy!"
"Is it greedy if I take some?" Phoenix shakes their head. "Then why would it be for you?"
"Abbie says that I don't need so much to eat. I don't. Do I? I'm fine."
"I... Phoenix. You nearly passed out from hunger."
"And?"
Aaron splutters a little. "And? Do you not see how that's a bad thing?"
Phoenix shrugs. "I nearly died from it once. Only one person ever saw a problem then, and he was a villain. So it's not a bad thing if I don't eat much. Why do you– I don't understand."
It takes an enormous amount of effort for Aaron to control himself. Sparks don't literally fly, but it's close.
"Your team. I assume they're the only other people you saw then. What did they say?"
Phoenix shrugs, almost overbalancing their tray. "That I was weak. And Abbie said that it wasn't serious because it, um, wouldn't kill me permanently. And then she punished me for accepting outside help. I don't, um, understand why she let me accept your help, though."
"She has to, I'm your team medic and Kai was on your team. And you did say she'd been getting worse shortly before her suspension."
The lights flicker this time as Phoenix looks so damn confused that Abbie might be hurting them.
"That can't be right. She's my mentor, she must have my best interests at heart."
Maybe at the very centre of her heart, surrounded by unbreakable stone. He doesn't say that though.
"Come on. Let's eat."
Aaron drowns their chips in salt and vinegar, while Phoenix hesitantly picks up the ketchup, looking around. When nobody stops them they squirt out a small pile.
"Thank you."
"'s no problem." Phoenix follows Aaron over to a small square table, Aaron glaring at anyone who so much as dares look at Phoenix wrong. They drag another table over to ensure there's enough space for all the food.
"It's a lot of food. Are you sure it's, um, not too much for someone like me? I don't mean to be ungrateful, I just, um, I'm not worth it, and– I'm sorry."
"Yes." Phoenix frowns. "Yes, you're worth it. Everyone is worth food, Phoenix." Phoenix has a look of confusion on their face, tears welling in their eyes. "What's wrong?"
Phoenix's eyes snap up to theirs for a second before darting away.
"It's, um, it's more than I've eaten since Kai went back to his team. That's all."
Aaron's alarmed by this. Sure, this is a big meal, but not overly. And if they're going on solo missions and healing themself they need bigger meals. They need the energy.
Abbie must worry about him finding out during their weekly check-ups now. Just how little proper food did she feed them before anyone found out?
What did he miss during that first weigh-in in five years? Did they start feeding Phoenix with Kai on the team, to make themselves look like heroes who aren't abusive? Phoenix seemed to know then that they needed to eat more, what's changed? Did they just say what they thought they wanted to hear?
How much of that has there been?
"You know it's not normal to eat so little so regularly, right? If it was by choice we'd call it an eating disorder."
Phoenix frowns. "Abbie's teaching me how to survive. It's, um, part of my training. I have to learn because I, um, I'm a bit pathetic and keep being captured. I'm her apprentice, she, um, she knows what she's doing."
Oh, Aaron bets she does. Keep Phoenix weak, reliant on her, with low self-esteem and terrified of their own shadow some days.
Except they're not weak. Not by a long shot. And sparks do crackle from the end of his fingers this time.
Phoenix shoots back from the table, chair hitting the wall, eyes wide.
"No, what are you– please, don't hurt me, don't punish me, I didn't mean to! I understand that I deserve punishment but please, please, let me eat first before locking me away! Please, sir, I'm, um, I'm begging you!"
Aaron holds up his hands and, with great effort, wills the sparks away. Phoenix's sleeves are rolled up and their forearms are changing colour seemingly at random, parts of their face growing fake scales and illusory feathers and all sorts that keep appearing and disappearing. They're terrified and Aaron needs to deal with this before they end up almost invisible again. That would certainly get back to their team.
"Hey. Easy, Phoenix, where do you think you are?"
"In, um, in the flat, I know that, sir. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn't show my powers like this, please don't hurt me, please, um, I know I deserve punishment but please."
Aaron glances around quickly. Luckily no-one seems to have noticed or cared. They lower their voice anyway.
"You're not in the flat. You're in the cafeteria. And you're certainly not in any kind of trouble. In fact, I don't even know what you've done that you think warrants whatever 'punishment' you were about to get."
"But you– I– I don't– Aaron?"
"Yeah. It's me. No punishment, and no pain, I promise. Shall we eat?" They're guessing from Phoenix's pleas that Abbie sometimes denied them meals as a punishment, and Aaron's hoping being clearly offered one might help them calm down.
Phoenix nods, arms wrapped around themself. "'m sorry. I fucked it up."
"No, you didn't. Less than five minutes out of a good day? Let me give you a hug."
They nod again, and Aaron crosses to the other side of the table, pulling them in as they lean on him.
"The food won't even be cold."
"Is there, um, someone with powers in the kitchen or something?"
"Yes," says Aaron simply. He knows they're joking but it's true.
"Oh." There's silence for a minute, before they say, tentatively, "I think, um, I would've liked that job. If I had the right sort of powers. I can't save the world that way, but still. It would be fun. And I could, um, make food for people who've been rescued. It'd be a waste of my immortality but I wouldn't be immortal in this scenario. What, um, what other jobs are there here that aren't on the, um, front line?"
Aaron recognises it as a tentative attempt at an olive branch they mistakenly think they need, and leads them gently back to their seat. He takes a bite of his fish.
"Well, there's plenty in medical, for starters. Nursing's a big one. And liaisons. I think you'd be good at that."
"Liaison? What, um, what do they do?"
"Well, first of all, it's not like a medical liaison job on the outside, if you know what that is, so put that thought aside. They're called medical advocates, or patient liaisons. A medical advocate works with patients who are struggling, usually psychologically. Patient advocacy, helping them through trauma, explaining things in their terms, informing us of things we might need to know. Like your sensitivity to general anaesthetic and healing. Long-lasting trauma. A lot of it's in the word liaison, to be honest. And we never have enough of them."
He's trying to think of a way to ask them if they'd like to help with that while Indigo and Segun won't let them in the flat and all they can do is solo missions until Abbie returns, when they hear footsteps behind them. Aaron thinks hopes that they'll just go past, but no such luck.
"Can I sit here?"
Aaron snarls and whirls around, before noticing who it is. "Oh! Hi Joseph."
"Hello there. Still as protective as ever. Phoenix? Mind if I sit here?"
"Yes, sir. I mean, you can, sir," they murmur, going quiet. As Joseph smiles and takes the seat next to Phoenix, carefully blocking their view of one of the heroes whose gaze is boring into them, Aaron notices them curl over their meal, ever so slightly.
One of these days he is going to hack Abbie into a hundred pieces. Without knocking her unconscious first.
"Thanks." He picks up a chip and pops it in his mouth. "So, what were you discussing before I interrupted?"
"Non-frontline jobs here. For example, Phoenix, Joseph works as... what exactly do you do? You're medical, I know that much, but what specifically?"
Joseph shrugs. "Frontline Paramedic. Found out the title recently."
"Okay, maybe not the best example of a non-frontline job, but we're still better than you."
"Not true."
"Oh, come on. Your only decent output is your cinnamon buns and you know it. And we don't even need you to make them anymore, not now we have the recipe."
Phoenix snorts, taking a hurried mouthful of beans to cover it up. "Sorry, sirs."
"'s okay," shrugs Joseph. "How's your injury?"
"It's healed, sir. Completely."
"Good." Aaron can tell he's a little surprised at the speed – it was a large gash, after all, and Aaron's not sure if he knew about Phoenix's healing abilities. It's refreshing to meet someone else who actually cares about their health, especially for non-work purposes. "While I'm here, can I have your phone number? Just for the purpose of sending cat memes, I promise. Nothing nefarious."
"I'll kill him if he does," says Aaron helpfully, when Phoenix hesitates. "And you can always block him if he gets annoying. No-one would blame you."
"O-okay." Phoenix takes Joseph's phone and enters it in. Then he looks between them calculatingly. "If you, um, don't mind my asking, how long have you known each other?"
"Since med school," replies Aaron easily. "We took the same international elective on helping patients with psychological trauma." Like Phoenix. At least... well, at least all this is good practice.
Phoenix nods. Aaron thinks they were right. Phoenix would make a great liaison, especially if they were a little more confident.
"Aand now I'm stuck with you," sighs Joseph theatrically.
Phoenix giggles. Actually giggles, and Aaron wasn't expecting that. "This food is amazing," they say between bites. "It's been a long time since I had chips and, um, beans or onion rings. I don't understand though. My team always complain about my cooking. If it's so bad, why don't they, um, order me to fetch food from here instead?"
"I don't know," lies Aaron sadly. In reality, he can make a pretty good guess. He's just not sure Phoenix is ready to accept it yet. "Go on. Eat up. I want you to try part of this cinnamon bun."
Aaron is the first to finish, and he carefully cuts up the genuinely massive sharing-size dessert.
Phoenix eats slowly, but their eyes pop out of their head as the scent wafts across the table.
"Wow."
"Mary must love you."
Aaron shrugs with one shoulder, feeling a bit awkward. "I saved her son. Physically. You remember after they closed the schools? Some people... didn't do too well. Even six years after the event, when I started, he wasn't doing well."
That's the understatement of the century. Joseph flinches minutely, dropping his fork.
"That's when the medical advocacy role was created. After the abolition. But a token apology and a new role in which there aren't enough employees does not reparations make. It certainly doesn't help enough." They sigh, then turns to Joseph, whose eyes have turned glassy, and taps him on the shoulder. "Hey. Breathe. You've got a cinnamon bun to eat, remember? No blood on your hands."
"There is a lot of blood on my hands," he breathes, but takes a bite of the bun anyway. "These really are delicious. Does Mary save them for you or something?"
Aaron smiles. "Yep."
Phoenix bites their lip, looking up for a second before locking their gaze on their bun like it's the most fascinating thing they've ever seen. "You– you said– well, um, you won't let me go back to living in the cupboard and, um, you won't let me pay you back, I'm sure I could but you won't let me and I still don't understand why, and you've done so much, and... and... and I... I, um, I... never mind. Sorry. Doesn't matter, it's stupid."
"Go on, spit it out," says Aaron gently.
"I– I– I, um, I– yousaidyoudonthaveenoughpeopleandindigowonttakemebackyetandiknowidonthaveanytraumaorexperienceanditsastupidideabutmaybeicouldhelp." They flush bright red after speaking all in a rush, and as Aaron tries to process the words he's heard, Phoenix says quietly, "I told you it was a useless idea. I'm sorry. You can punish me for it if you like."
Aaron shakes his head. He's understood the words now. Did Phoenix just make a suggestion? Not just a punishment one, and not pushed, one of their own accord.
But he needs to respond, or it might be the last suggestion Phoenix ever makes.
"It's not useless. Not in the slightest. I'd love to have you work in the medbay, even if it's only for a few months. And I'd never, never punish you for making a suggestion."
"Oh." Phoenix's eyes flicker upwards, and they must see the sincerity on Aaron's face because they smile. "Really?"
"Absolutely."
"I know it's a lot to ask but, um, will you not tell Indigo or Segun? Please? I don't, um, they might give me something else to do and, um, I'd be better helping you if you, um, think I'd be good at it, even though, um, I'm not sure, and I'm not supposed to– please don't tell them, please, please, sirs."
"I won't, I promise. Joseph?"
"Never."
Phoenix doesn't look much more relaxed, but they glance at Joseph with what appears to be a fraction less fear than before. They finish up their chips and take a bite of the bun, eyes going wide.
"Thank you, sirs."
"It's absolutely no problem. Really. You like the bun then?"
Phoenix nods enthusiastically, almost forgetting about their fear in their excitement. Aaron's heart aches. Over five years without even knowing they exist.
Their left cheek starts to turn the colour of the wall behind them in their enthusiasm. They haven't noticed, and when Joseph opens his mouth to potentially mention it, Aaron catches his eye and shakes their head. That would be a very, very bad idea.
He waits until Phoenix has finished before saying, "Do you want me to fetch you a leaflet on medical advocacy jobs once we've finished here? So that you know exactly what the job entails before you decide for certain whether or not to take it."
"I, um, I'm sure I do. But I'll, um, take a look at it if you, um, think it's best. Are you sure I, um, would be any good?"
"Hey. Stop putting yourself down. I love you, kid, but that has nothing to do with how good I think you'll be. I wouldn't have offered out of pity, would I?"
Phoenix shakes their head. "I'll, um, I'll take the trays up," they say thickly, gathering up the plates and clearly not about to take no for an answer. Joseph looks about to object but Aaron shakes his head.
"Let them gather themself," they murmur, once Phoenix is out of earshot, heading towards the furthest deposit point.
"I am going to murder that team of theirs."
"Just... do it cleanly? I don't want to have to heal them."
"Noted."
They watch as Phoenix deposits the trays, then just stands there for a minute. They raise a hand to their cheek quickly.
"Oh, kid," Aaron murmurs. Then they frown as one of the heroes who was glaring and intimidating the most earlier approaches Phoenix with intent. "I think we might need to intervene."
The other hero – Gorgeous Warrior, Aaron thinks his pseudonym is, and that's a bit much, even for someone of his ego, the name Kevin certainly not enough for him – gets into a conversation with Phoenix, and at first Aaron thinks hopes it might not be too bad, that he might be wrong.
Then Phoenix takes a stumbling step back, and Kevin takes one forward, pressing them against the trolley.
Fortunately, it has wheels, so they're not trapped for long. Unfortunately, all the trays are on the upper levels.
Aaron sees what's about to happen before it does, but he's too late to do anything about it as the trolley topples over with an almighty crash.
The cafeteria falls deathly silent. As Aaron approaches he can hear Phoenix's whispered pleas. White smoke rises around them, and Aaron is forcibly reminded of Morticia Addams, although this isn't relaxed smoke. It's their terrified friend, hiding behind their illusion powers because they can't do anything else.
Aaron doesn't know why their powers are so prevalent today of all days, not when they must've generally been more controlled with Abbie to avoid 'punishment' and permanent damage, but that doesn't really matter. What matters is that they're terrified and the man doing it is supporting Abbie, their abuser, with a smirk on his face.
Even what she's done publicly, accessing Phoenix's encrypted medical files without their permission, is bad enough, and he's smirking.
"Please. I'll do anything, please don't."
Aaron plants himself firmly behind Phoenix, Joseph on their other side. He's a bit unsure about interfering but... right now, Phoenix needs obvious allies, not to deal with this themself. Right?
"Hey. Back off."
Kevin sneers. "What? Can't handle me on your own? Powers too weak to do anything except hide, like a fucking coward?"
Phoenix flinches. "I– I– just leave me, um, leave me alone."
"Coward. You can't expect anyone to take you seriously with that stutter. Abbie's doing her best with you, despite all your issues, and you got her suspended. You should've been grateful for her to take you despite the damage to her reputation. Should've been grateful to all of us for taking in someone so weak and keeping you alive when we didn't need to."
Aaron feels a rush of anger and the lights in the cafeteria burst, sparks flying, the only illumination now except for the setting sun. Before he can do anything direct to Kevin, though, he becomes aware of Joseph moving beside him, shoving at Kevin.
"Don't you dare. Don't you dare put Phoenix down like that. And you are way out of line with those comments. What makes you think they're okay?"
"What the hell?"
Kevin looks genuinely confused, like he doesn't understand why they'd care for Phoenix, and that just makes Aaron angrier. He pulls his arm back and lunges for Kevin's face. Their fist hits the area around his eye with a crack.
"Get the hell out of here," they growl. "Before we make that look like a bloody picnic."
Kevin turns away, walking maybe (hopefully) a little faster than normal. Aaron glares until he's out of sight, then turns to Phoenix, touching them gently on the shoulder. They jump a foot in the air.
"Want to help me clear that up?"
Phoenix nods, bending down with Aaron to clear up plates (Aaron stops them touching the sharp shards). Joseph doesn't help, "keeping watch" instead, and Aaron suspects that he, too, saw the terror in Phoenix's eyes when they looked at him.
"You're not a coward, Phoenix. And you're not weak. I, personally, think your powers are amazing."
"But, but, um, they're not useful. Not like yours. Sorry, I, um, I can't stop that. Stutter. Tried."
"You don't need to stop it. I like you. All of you. Hmm? Don't apologise for yourself. There's someone I need to introduce you to when we get a chance."
Phoenix continues gathering trays, not looking at Aaron. After a minute they whisper, "Abbie used to use him for, um, for medical procedures. Because I, um, couldn't go to medbay."
Aaron's jaw tightens. He knows exactly what Phoenix is hinting at, even if they can't say it. But the fog is slowly dropping, even if their camouflage is nowhere close to it, and he pulls them into a careful hug.
"Shall we get out of here, kid? All the people, and the lights and the noise... it's too much for you, isn't it? I should've seen that, I'm sorry."
"'s okay. But, please, if you, um, don't mind."
"Of course. You okay with Joseph coming?" Phoenix nods, and Aaron helps them to stand on wobbly legs. "We're going somewhere more private. Do you want to come with us?"
Joseph glances at Phoenix quickly before nodding. "Sure. Where are we heading?"
"My room. If you're okay with that, Phoenix?" Phoenix nods, clinging on to Aaron tightly. They're really not hiding their fear of Joseph but Aaron doesn't know what else to do. He can't deal with this alone.
Phoenix walks with them robotically, Aaron's arm the only reason they don't fall, and doesn't seem to even notice as Aaron steers them into their room, sitting them down on their bed.
"Abbie's going to kill me," they whisper. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't, um, I didn't mean to stand up to him, but I did and Abbie's going to, um, she'll be so angry when she finds out. Please don't tell her." They look up at Joseph, back to themself suddenly. "Please don't tell her, sir, please don't, um, don't tell anyone, except you can but please."
"I won't," says Joseph, handing them a mug of hot chocolate and wrapping their hands around it when they don't move, "I promise."
Phoenix sniffles. "I can't control my powers. I need to. I can't, um, I need to but I can't learn, please, help me."
"Phoenix..."
"Please!" they cry. "I can't... it looks, um, it looks terrible and it's useless and what's the point if I, um, I can't even control it?"
"I'm not putting the cuffs on you, and the only reason I'd ever even consider it would be if you were putting someone in imminent danger. Which you're not."
He is, though. His powers are getting seriously out of control when he's angry. And he needs to get them under control, by any means necessary.
Joseph squeezes their shoulder, sort-of threateningly. "I know what you're thinking. Don't you dare."
Phoenix buries their head in their hands. "I don't, um, want to be useless," they say, voice muffled and choked, "I want to be good."
"You are. Stop putting yourself down. I like all of you. All of you is amazing, because you are. If you like, we can start your training soon, as a medical advocate and with more advanced first aid, because I think you'll be fantastic at the former and you desperately need the latter." Phoenix nods. "Great. Just promise me one thing?"
"What? I mean, anything, sir."
"Stop promising you'll do anything for people. You have no idea what they'll ask."
