#masc community

[rainbowskittle]

Be honest would you still love me if I had Top Surgery that also has scars on my chest? I never felt feminine ever. My mom even said recently I was two and already had ‘boy mannerisms’ and that she didn’t teach me that was just what I did. So funny? Irony? I don’t know the word now that as years gone by I never felt ‘girl’ ‘lady’ ‘woman’ … and now, that it’s actually happening I’m gonna have Top Surgery! Sure it’s not taking T.. but it’s one step. Maybe down the line I will but for now at least hopefully with the surgery I can look more how I feel like I should’ve always looked? You know? Also any advice on after care like foods to eat, what to buy in general…anything helps. Thank you!

TERFS GET OUT HERE YOU NOT WELCOME HERE! BYE BYE!✌️

[not-straight-yearning]

“You attract what you fear…”

Me: Oh no my biggest fear is sooo scary…for a monogamous masc for masc relationship where we can be best friends and lovers. Ooh even scarier if we can eat different ice creams together and travel the world together too but also have lazy days at home for like board game nights.. oof I’m scared now just thinking about these fears.

[not-straight-yearning]

I don’t care if I’m sleeping.

If you need me, call me.

If you’re upset, call me.

If something makes you feel happy and can’t wait until morning, call me.

If something feels heavy and you just need to talk, call me.

I’ll wake up.

And if I don’t, blow up my phone until I do.

Because I mean it I rather you have me then be alone with your thoughts. I’d rather hear the story from you versus hearing the story from someone who doesn’t even know you. So please don’t hesitate to call me.

No matter what time it is.

[not-straight-yearning]

I want all of you, even the parts you think are unlovable, and I will show you just how lovable all of you actually are.

[not-straight-yearning]

Tell me your favorite band, so I can understand your first love that shaped you before I ever had the chance to.

Tell me your favorite song, so I can hear the words you keep in your heart.

Tell me your favorite movie, so I can watch it and feel close to you even when you’re not here.

Tell me your favorite color, so I can give you things in that shade just to see you smile.

Tell me your favorite food, so I can make it for you on your brightest days and your heaviest nights.

Tell me your favorite season, so I can plan adventures during that time as the trip will be for you.

Tell me your name, so I can choose a nickname only I get to call you.

[not-straight-yearning]

You know what I really want for Christmas? Top surgey, endless supply of ice cream, free flights so can travel anywhere and a person I can love all of them and they will love all of me. Okay or a gift card to a record store and a gift card to a bookstore if that’s more realistic. -sigh- (Or gasp all of above??)

[rainbowskittle]

I hope in every universe I’m Queer!