this post is pretty long, so check below the cut for everything :)
General tags
bell's ramblings.txt → me talking/rambling/infodumping about stuff
bell answers.txt → responding to asks
reblogs.txt → self explanatory
my advice.txt → writing tips, advice, etc. from me :)
4 future reference.txt → stuff I'm saving to use as reference in my writing
inspo.txt → stuff I'm saving for inspiration purposes
positivity.txt → writing positivity, affirmations, encouragement, etc.
silly.txt → memes, shitposts, and similar things
misc stuff.txt → stuff that doesn't fit into any other tags
masterlists.txt → masterlists and guides
important.txt → generally important stuff
old stuff.exe → old posts and reblogs from when I used this as a selfshipping blog, before rebranding it to be for writing
Writing related tags
my works.txt → catch-all tag for all my fics, WIPs, and writing in general
my fics.txt → completed fics or chapters
my wips.txt → things that I'm in the process of writing/editing
bits & pieces.txt → ficlets and drabbles, usually posted here on tumblr instead of ao3
unposted.txt → new fics that I don't have posted anywhere quite yet
wip wednesday.txt → stuff posted for WIP Wednesday
new fic just dropped.mp3 → for when I post the first chapter of a new multi-chapter fic or a oneshot
new chapter just dropped.mp3 → for when I post a new chapter of one of my ongoing fics
ocs.mp4 → stuff about my OCs and self inserts (refsheets, backstory, general lore, fun facts, etc.)
[character/ship] core.mp4 → posts that reminds me of my OCs, characters I like, and/or fav ships
Extra
Tags for things related individual (ongoing) works are just the names of ongoing fics with ".json" added on at the end. This doesn't apply to oneshots though since that would make things super difficult to keep track of.
I get that this is pretty long (my need to hyper-organize everything ever has defeated me once again), so don't feel like you to need to remember all of it or anything like that :)
All of these are on ao3, and this list includes both oneshots and ongoing fics. I don't have any completed multi-chapter fics so there aren't any here. Someday I'll finish one if my ADHD and ASPD allow it.
Once I get the confidence, I do plan on putting some shorter fics here on Tumblr. When I do, those will be linked here too :)
Check ao3 tags for content warnings
Be warned that all of these contain some content that could be considered disturbing. If you don't like that or it makes you uncomfortable, prioritize your health and safety, and don't read it.
Uhhh.. also I've never made a masterlist like this so I apologize for any weird formatting. I have absolutely no clue what I'm doing.
Call of Duty
→ Call of Duty Black Ops Cold War
✧ Depictions of Megalomania ✧
♡ Genre: Angst, toxic yaoi, slow burn (depending on how you view their relationship/dynamic), enemies to situationship
♡ Word count (so far): 3,693
♡ Chapters (so far): 2
♡ Status: Ongoing
♡ Ships: adbell
♡ Summary: Have you ever wondered what Black Ops Cold War would be like if every character was an asshole and pretty much everyone is equally terrible? Well, here's your answer! (It's not pretty whatsoever)
♡ Extra notes: This is like. THE projection fic of mine ever, and aso the first fic where I actually have a beta reader (starting on chapter 2)!
read here! (ao3)
Postal
→ Postal (1997)
✧ Brain Stew ✧
♡ Genre: angst, hurt/no comfort
♡ Word count: 687
♡ Status: completed (oneshot)
♡ Ships: n/a
♡ Summary: Some of my own versions of p1 Dude's journal entries I wrote while having a mental breakdown lmao
♡ Extra note(s): My favorite fic I've ever written. You do need to have an ao3 account to read it though.
read here! (ao3)
✧ Chop Suey! ✧
♡ Genre: hurt/no comfort, songfic
♡ Word count: 1,835
♡ Status: completed (oneshot)
♡ Ships: n/a
♡ Summary: Postal songfic based on Chop Suey! by SOAD. Somehow this isn't me projecting onto characters for once, but it is extremely emotionally charged. Take that as you will.
♡ Extra notes: damn... that's a lot of religious trauma /lh
read here! (ao3)
✧ ode to the voices in the walls ✧
♡ Genre: angst, probably something else too but I'm not sure what it is
♡ Word count: 391
♡ Status: completed (oneshot)
♡ Ships: n/a
♡ Summary: Postal 1 Dude faces the voices which haunt him
♡ Extra notes: Wrote this to cope when I ran out of my mood stabilizers lol
read here! (ao3)
The Elder Scrolls
→ Oblivion
✧ Midnight Standstill ✧
♡ Genres: angst, hurt/some comfort, fantasy, doomed yaoi
♡ Word count (so far): 11,722
♡ Chapters (so far): 3
♡ Status: ongoing & abandoned for now
♡ Ships: masc!HoK & Martin Septim
♡ Summary: The Hero of Kvatch is known for his battles against the invading daedra, but his biggest enemy is himself. Overcoming his struggles while fighting off an apocalypse is a bold task to take on, but he doesn’t think twice about it.
♡ Extra note(s): probably not gonna keep working on this one since I kinda hate it, sorry
read here! (ao3)
✧ Resignation of Nightshade ✧
♡ Genre: fantasy, mild angst, romance, AU, slowburn
♡ Word count (so far): 8,072
♡ Chapters (so far): 5
♡ Status: ongoing, indefinite break
♡ Ships: fem!Listener x Lucien Lachance
♡ Summary: As an act of rage and vengeance, Juniper Rivershade took the life of someone who wronged her, therefore letting the world of the Dark Brotherhood into her life. Anger fuels her precise destruction, as she climbs the ranks within her new family, not aware that one day she would change the course of the faction forever.
♡ Extra notes: my first ever selfshippinc fic since before I knew that's what it's called. I do plan to come back to it eventually, I just want to improva a bit first + regain my motivation for it .it
read here! (ao3)
✧ Torn Realities ✧
♡ Genre: hurt/comfort, AU, slight OOC, slowburn
♡ Word count (so far): 33,733
♡ Chapters (so far): 14
♡ Status: ongoing, on break
♡ Ships: fem!Silencer x Lucien Lachance
♡ Summary: Lucien Lachance gets a new silencer and they both have to learn to trust each other, despite the dangers that may pose.
♡ Extra note(s): shameless selfshipping lmfao. also the author's curse keeps getting me on this one so I'm taking a break for it until I'm stable enough to deal with that shit.
read here! (ao3)
This is a sideblog for me to post stuff about my writing and fanfiction! I sometimes share theories, headcanons, and ideas too
I'm severely mentally ill and have been through some very extreme forms of trauma, including ramcoa/oea. This frequently bleeds through into my writing in various ways.
Some stuff I post/reblog will have adult content. I usually won't tag it, so follow at your own risk
