all because i liked a stupid boy
toxic!matt softdom!matt crybaby!reader
warnings: angst, smut, toxic relationship, p in v, slight choking, hair pulling, praise, degrading, fingering, aftercare, breeding kink, pet names (sweetheart, baby)
dividers by @bernardsbendystraws
hope you enjoy my third fic!!
your blood was boiling. your heart was racing. you wanted nothing more than to break down crying as you saw matt across the room talking some girl…no talking to to your replacement. god she was gorgeous, her hair sitting perfectly on her shoulders and her makeup was flawless. it just seemed as if matt moved on so quickly, almost like you meant nothing to him.
you knew this would happen. you knew he was toxic and was just playing a stupid little game, but no matter how hard you braced yourself for the pain and held your guard up, nothing prepared you for the brutal heartbreak that came.
as you look over at the beautiful blond girl giggling as matt charmed her and snuck his arm around her waist. it brought you flashbacks to when he used to do that to you. he would flirt with you. he would talk to you.
you couldn’t take the heart wrenching sight anymore and you felt tears well up in your eyes. you quickly walked to the bathroom and slammed the door shut and aggressively locking it.
you hold back your emotions and you just sobbed and sobbed. it felt like your heart was being taken apart piece by piece right in front of you all because of matt. all because you liked this stupid fucking boy.
a few minutes later you heard soft knocking which took you out of your trance. the knocking sounded…somewhat familiar…it was matt.
that kind of made you sick to your stomach knowing your fall right back into has trap. despite that you still responded.“y-yeah?” you croaked out, attempting to keep your voice straight, but failing miserably.
“baby you in there?” he said, and you knew this was all a game. it was the same cycle; you’d make up, have sex, and go back to him but then he’d play you again.
it needed to end. it needed to end now. you just couldn’t let yourself suffer like this anymore.
“what the fuck do you want matt? all you do is just hurt me! i can’t keep doing this!” you exclaim through the door as you try to keep your composure.
“c’mon sweetheart just open the door f’me, yeah?” he said softly as he juggled the locked door handle.
you knew you shouldn’t open the door. if you did, you would end up falling right into fucked up game again, yet you still found yourself unlocking the door and slowly opening it for him.
he stepped inside and shut and locked the door behind him and turned to face you, his eyes filled with lust and desire.
“we aren’t doing this again matt. I-I seriously can’t get hurt again. I know your game! i fucking hate y-”
you were cut off by him shushing you. the look on his face though softened as he saw how emotional you were currently. as he shushes you, he cupped your face in his hands which that alone just made you cry more.
“shhhh it’s okay, baby, let it out. i’m right here. it’ll be okay i promise sweetheart.”
his words seemed so genuine…but you knew deep down they weren’t. this is just how he was…it was part of his fucked up game.
you knew you were falling into his trap though…this was just a game and he didn’t mean what he said. despite this you still let your gaze trail down to his lips and your mind filled with thoughts of what you wanted him to do to you.
you tried to focus back on reality but that wasn’t gonna be able to happen.
“let me make you feel better, yeah? just like how i used to.” matt spoke as he slowly pulled your dress up to reveal your lacy black underwear.
“m-matt we…we can’t do this. all you do is hurt me.” you manage to say even though you know you’ll give in.
“c’mon we both want this, no? i promise i’ll make you forget about everything.” matt replied as he started to take off your underwear and threw it on the floor.
he felt you growing wetter and wetter as his fingers touched between your folds. “is this okay?” he asked, wanting to make sure you were okay with this. sure, he was a dick but he still wanted to make sure you were comfortable.
“y-yeah it’s fine” you say as you grew more turned on by him just touching you. he then plunged one finger in gently before moving it slowly.
you let out a small whine as he added another. “shhh i know it’ll feel good in a second.” he said as he made scissor like motions inside of you to stretch you out and prepare you for him.
his pants were getting increasingly tighter and he wanted to take you right then and there. it took everything in him not to just bend you over and fuck you dumb immediately.
he then pulled out his fingers. “you ready?” he asked.
“yeah” you spoke quietly as he undid his belt and pulled down his jeans and boxers. he was just as big as you remembered. no matter how many times you guys had sex, it always took you a bit to adjust to his size.
he then bent you over the counter. “open your legs more” he spoke in a firm tone that left no room for argument. as you complied he slowly lined himself up with you. he pushed the tip in and you whimpered out.
“i know baby i know just bare with me for a second.” he said soothingly. he then slowly pushed in the rest of his length and let you adjust to it. “let me know when i can start moving”
after a few minutes you got adjusted. “you can start” you said quietly.
with that he started at a slow and gentle pace, but you knew that wouldn’t last for long. after a while you started to moan out as you felt so good.
“how’s that?” he asked. matt always made you feel so good…better than anyone ever had and you don’t know what it is about him that makes the sex so good.
“it’s…it’s good” you replied. he then started to pick up the pace which caused you to moan out more and caused him to let out a few grunts here and there. “fuck baby squeezin’ me so tight”
you felt him grab your hair and turned it into a makeshift ponytail as he did so. he pulled your head up and forced you to look in the mirror at your f pleasure filled face. “look at you baby, such a little slut for me letting me fuck you like this.”
this only caused you to moan out even more. “m-matt fuck p-please matt!” you beg, not even knowing what you’re begging for. you just want him to keep going.
“god you’re so fucking tight. it’s like this pussy was made for me and me only.” that turned you on even more and you moaned and whined out pathetically, not caring who heard you or knew what you were doing in the bathroom.
you were a babbling mess, not even able to form words as he started ramming his cock info you at an ungodly speed. you felt his tip bruising your cervix repeatedly. he was slamming into you at such a fast speed and super roughly.
“such a fucking slut” matt spoke roughly as he wrapped his arm around your neck slightly choking you, but not enough to hurt you.
“m-matt i’m so close i-” he cut you off
“hold it. hold it until i say.” he spoke on a stern and authoritative tone. you felt your legs shaking as he pulled your hair back up again forcing you to look at yourself.
“i want you to watch yourself as you come undone on my cock. watch how fucking pathetic your look as you scream my name. ”
with a dumb nod of your head he finally said the words you wanted to hear. “then cum for me.”
you felt your orgasm rush over you like a tidal wave as you screamed his name and moaned kjt his name repeatedly. tears welled up on your eyes and your legs felt like jelly. soon after you felt his cock twitch inside of you as he released his hot seed inside you.
“atta girl” he said as he fucked his load into you. “that’s it” he said smirking before eventually pulling out.
you were bent over still with your legs shaking and his cum drilling down your legs. your mascara was dripping down your face and you were a mess.
you then felt matt wrap his arms around you body comfortingly, holding you up. “you did so good for me baby. took me like a good girl, yeah?”
you just burried your face into his chest as he held you up. you were tired and exhausted but you loved this part…aftercare. when matt had to be nice to you and take care of you. “go pee baby, okay?” he said as he sat you down on the toilet.
you did your business and cleaned yourself up. he then searched the bathroom for some wipes to clean everything else.
he finally found some and cleaned the seed dripping down your inner thighs and still somewhat dripping out of your hole.
he then helped you get back dressed before cleaning himself up and getting his clothes back on. while he did that you wiped away your mascara agains and reapplied your makeup that got removed.
he finished up and so did you and he then looked down at you. “listen i um…i need to tell you something.”
