So I have been coming to terms with the fact that I likely have ADHD. I think this actually gets talked about a lot, I didn’t get it till I got it though. And that’s the fact that time blindness and object permanence fuck up your life
It’s the 3rd day in a row that I’m going home at 8pm. I got to work at 8am.
My partner had texted me several times throughout the day but I had put my phone behind my laptop and then completely abandoned both devices doing experiments and working with my coworker.
I might have a UTI because I didn’t pee once today
I haven’t called my mom in a week. We have talked every day since I moved out here
It’s devastating to realize that you’ve forgotten people - not because you don’t love them, not because you don’t miss them, but because your brain cannot grasp onto them long enough to do something about it and then you don’t realize how long it’s been
I am so tired of fighting my own head