Locked - Changmin
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You want to forget him and you thought you had until you saw him. The two of you stand frozen like statues eyes looking longingly at the others; a look of regret crossing his features almost making you believe yourself that he felt bad for any of the things he did. You still know inside of you that if the two of you did get back together he would do it again, but you were still locked into place captivated by presence. He was the first one to start moving again, turning away from you and heading towards the friend that you assume invited him to the house party since he is the only common friend the two of you have remaining.
You no longer want to stay, Yunho promised you that Changmin wouldn’t be here; you weren’t sure why you believed Yunho in the first place. You make it to the door before you’re stopped from leaving by Changmin. He doesn’t have to. say anything for you to know what’s going to come out of his mouth. You don’t want to hear it, you don’t want to listen to him because it will all be excuses and you’ll believe them. You can’t lie to yourself and say you’re not still in love with him, you can’t try to tell yourself you hate him, but you desperately want to. You open the door again trying to hurry and get away from him, your heart already racing in your chest in fear.
“Talk to me,” he says exasperatedly, “let me explain,” you shake your head, he lets out a sigh looking down at his feet, “please,” his voice is soft it almost sounds afraid, like he’s afraid this is the last chance he has to ever see you.
You’re going to hate yourself for it later, but you agree; Changmin pushes you out of the door closing it behind you. You’re almost certain that your heart stopped from how close he was to you when the door closed, his hands holding your forearms gentle, his head tilted down to keep eye contact; both of you were locked in place again your mind went blank momentarily.
“I miss you,” Changmin says mindlessly, “I still love you,” he continues, “I made a lot of mistakes, and I don’t deserve you forgiving me, but hear me out,” he pauses scanning your face, “I won’t drink, I’ll call you every day, I’ll pick you up from work,” he continues to ramble nervously.
“Do you mean it?” You find yourself speaking before you process what he’s said fully, “you’ll change? You won’t go out like that anymore?” You couldn’t pull your eyes away from his, he nods, “promise,” you hold up your pinky to him.
He laughs smiling, connecting his pinky with yours: “Promise, I won’t leave you alone, you might get tired of me,” he jokes, “I’ll be by your side.”
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