Tina is rocked by waves of panic, relief, curiosity, and fear as she confronts the child who bears her face. Panic swells with the realization that the last she’d seen the girl was with her cheeks molded to the windowpane of the ground floor of the townhouse she’d once shared with the Gavigans. her legs bowed and broadly splayed as she’d only recently taken her first steps. She couldn’t have spoken even if she wanted to, then. She couldn’t have possibly known she wouldn’t see her mother for another -- shit, eight years?
“When’s dinner?” Marlowe calls drably from the activity table.
“So you and Dad met...?” Emma prods a little shyly.
Tina chuckles. “When we were about your age. We were next door neighbors.”
“And you like, loved him, right?”
She nods. “For a long time, yeah. Or at least, it felt like a long time, then.”
“....Was he like, funny, or something? Because he’s not really good at a lot of things. And he doesn’t talk super well. And I’ve seen pictures from when he was a kid and he looked like a total dork.”
Tina grins wide. “Hah! Yeah, thank goodness for his sense of humor.”
“Tina, when’re you ordering food?” Marlowe persists.
Tina bites the inside of her lip. She tilts her head and casts her gaze across the room to fall upon a curtain of smooth blonde hair. The girl doesn’t look at her. She isn’t sure she’s justified to ask more of her. “Well, I guess now’s as good a time as any. You guys like Zhang’s?”
It’s the warmest response Tina’s gotten all night.



















