#may the jester

[may-the-jester]

1 Year Anniversary of Irl May x Shadow Milk Cookie <33

Yep that's exactly today :333

In July 23, 2025, this is all before May Chip came to life after my demo names for the cookies like Cappuccino and Koneko.

And 2, why October 8th is because of the disruption of another character simp, and then a month later, I went back to him permanently.... Shadow Milk Cookie changed me like he kicked me right in the bottom....

When Albina and I read text messages from a friend to be glad I got away from because at the same time today, which I was shaking and almost crying, when I was at the Super Paper Mario fandom, it was bad and toxic for my mental health to where I am glad I never joined again, it is a good game, but I just can't! And I was breathing fast almost... Because in realization on how I just now realize.... A miracle happened exactly July 20th and July 23 2025.... Shadow Milk Cookie was one of the first cookies I discovered before playing it, and today I fell and simped for him.... It's like he is a huge lifesaver for my mental health. I feel safer being in crk fandom because of a lot of love from y'all I have.

Shadow Milk Cookie.... I cannot thank you enough now realizing that because of my mistakes for my past simps and being at the wrong fandoms.. but I'm home and loved you so much over that!! Just thank you for saving my mental health from everything.

[may-the-jester]

I'm having a feeling the new Moana might not be great as the 2016 is!!

After taking a look at the reviews to see if I'm wrong about it, unfortunately I was right to myself.... People are saying that Hei Hei and the ocean waves looked weird, which not surprising and it did scare me tbh....

And also I kinda had a problem that Auli could of choose a different teenage islander who is 16 because Catherine is 1 year younger than me almost... (she's 19) like I thought Moana was a teenager and supposably 16 at that time, when Auli was 14 when she voiced her, which is a success due to the singing!! My problem with Catherine when looking at the trailers ... I might not enjoy her acting skills, I say this as a theater student from high school..... She dosen't show a bunch of facial emotions comparing to the 2016 one.... Like are we gonna have flashbacks of Rachel who played Snow White, who ruined the princess by criticizing the 1937 film and whine over being the character non-stop. I rather hang out with Catherine since she didn't have a problem with the movie and dosen't seem like she whined.

The only good thing was that it seems like it showed the script of the story wasn't touched, like with How to Train Your Dragon 2025, they did good with the storyline... and Dwayne Johnson returned being Maui and sang Your Welcome, that song is still spot on while I took a gander at it!!

What are your thoughts as I might not watch it unless I'm forced to...?

[may-the-jester]

New PFP I Made of Giving A Bee And Puppycat Vibe!!

I haven't seen the show yet, but am gonna check it out!! I love the colors of the series and I really want Bee's hair!!

So since Bee almost looks like my IRL self with the hair color (brown) and sometimes my hair is poofy and seemed short like I am!! (Except I'm taller than her because I'm 4'11) And she's 1 more year older than me!!

Shadow Milk can be a Puppycat vibe because he's smaller than my irl self, but taller than my cookie sona!

[may-the-jester]

WE FINALLY HIT 1K!!!

WE DID IT!! WE GOT TO 1K SUBSCRIBERS!!!!!! HEHE!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🎉🎉🎉🎊🎊🎊

It makes me so happy because I use to have a huge fear when May Chip Cookie first came in October, I was skittish that I would get hate just cause he's underrated, but this is not like 2023 🥺 Still I'm so surprised that Milky May is loved and had major support!!

(I am contrasting Shadow Milk Cookie to Saiyan Saga Vegeta just cause the same thing happened to him when it hit a year, but majorly bad and hated, trust me I hate it too, Shadow Milk Cookie has zero patience for him)

Anywho, whispering Give Albina (the what the heck man voice) treats because she helped me post and upload stuff when I can't get in my Chromebook, she uploads and posts stuff for me, and the one who created this account, knowing I loved being a YouTuber for 6 years now.... Me, I'm just the video creator, post creator, creator of May Chip Cookie, and the manager of this channel!!! Just thank you!!

P.S. The letter template will be arriving, I am on my way to making it soon and will get on my Chromebook since my hotspot will restart by midnight, so either tonight or tomorrow morning!!. And now May the Jester on this channel is going bye bye, and be May Chip Cookie now. I already made a font,;and it's so cute!! And will make a banner!! The letter thing... I am not sure about the deadline yet on when will I Livestream reading it... I will not use restream, but will try out yostream :33 I'll save the letters on my Google slides or canva :33

Again, thank you so much 🙏🏻🙏🏻🥹🥹🥳🥳

[may-the-jester]

Ferria Wheel Kiss

Okay when you look at Deviantart, which I do those PicsArt crossovers, I am acting like Shadow Milk and I are at Hawaii, so basically Shadow Milk Cookie took me to a Ferris Wheel because tonight is also the anniversary of our first kiss ... Last year when I was stuck at a ferris wheel for 10 minutes with Albina back in Galveston. Shadow Milk Cookie and I kissed (mentally) and I liked it!!! So he decided to take me to a Ferris Wheel and do it again because it's special!!

[may-the-jester]

Quick Rant...

Shekinah from 90 Day Finance franchise is not welcomed to any of my medias.... You'll know why when you look her up or watch the Last Resort on Monday.... She is racist to a Spanish woman married to an American man legally, and Shekianah told Thais to go back to her own country.... F**k that bitch... She's a ragebaiter, racket, fake, and treats her Turkish husband bad.(even though he did treat her bad too and did bad stuff at the past, but changed)

[may-the-jester]

Update on How I'm Doing...

I've been feeling distant and barely spoke this morning.... Except when I'm spoken to, which I am surprised that my mom didn't ask what's wrong, which I am glad, but just now,her and I almost got into it that she rushed me to help my grandpa unload the truck from groceries and she said that I have no need for attitude, and second round, my hands were full from carrying the Pepsi can box that she expects for me to shut the door like, lady I can't. And after that, I almost cried over thinking about it. My family is never going to understand why I'm like that today, if they were supportive, I would of told them.

I almost got violent with 1 comment on YouTube because they said "He's just a cookie," but I blocked them. And I almost raged on Deviantart that someone, who is being Silent Salt Cookie, which he did follow me a couple months ago, but he was jerk this morning after i uploaded the image along with the crossovers I usually do on DA, he was rude by saying "that's what he gets, I never liked Shadow Milk Cookie".... And I forgot what else he said because I deleted the comment and almost blocked him. I really almost got violated by almost telling him to stfu and get out

I only almost cried this morning once, but am hoping that he's okay after the stab. Because more danger is coming by Dark Enchantress Cookie. I don't know, I'm too anxious and too shocked.... this is just like losing a family member I lost last year.

I gotta be honest, I never cried over any other fictional characters that died, Shadow Milk is the first... I don't know why, but I did

[may-chip-cookie]

Have you ever had this feeling to where you don't want to feel jealous of another ocxcanon, but you do anyway..?

It's irritating really to where I either don't want to lose my friend, have me leave Shadow Milk Cookie over another OC (because they look brilliant and aesthetic together, or had me thinking May Chip is described as weak and halfway angst, which she's not an angst. I'm not saying don't let your OC love him, I just wanna have a normal conversation for once, at least I have some people that actually listen.) or I'm gonna have people accidentally think that I don't respect ocxcanon... Wrong, it's not that because look I reblogged you guy's ships, favorite them on Deviantart, but certain people, I wish I can tell them to please stop making me feel this way, it's too much for me, but I'm afraid and a wuss. I just feel like I'm in the way....

If I ever tell that person which it did happen before.... when I say they're making me jealous, it kept pressing further because the last time, I almost blew up....

I know I can't hog him to myself, I don't want people to actually leave him before of my narcissistic vent, but that's just how I feel ... 😭😭😭😭