i miss you guys, and i miss drawing
my living situation has changed drastically and i’ve lost access to my PC until i move somewhere with more space (currently sleeping on a cot in my friend’s laundry room) but i miss art so bad that i might figure out how to make my tablet work with my laptop…the resolution gets all messed up with SAI but i’m gonna try
i’m working in the funeral industry finally, i’m an actual mortuary assistant and i get to walk through a gorgeous cemetery and mausoleum every work day. but the money is shit. i need to pick up another job, i need more money, i only have another month before i have to move again
i’m still sober. 11 months and change. the last several weeks have been some of the hardest of my life. my therapist says i’m on the verge of a major depressive episode and i can’t let myself sink again, i have to do something
i’ll be 32 next month, and i actually feel my age, which is crazy. 5 years of addiction really aged me mentally and spiritually
i don’t know if my friends here will see this but i hope you all are well