#maybe chronically ill

[lady-of-fidgets]

I'm exhausted

I feel phsycially weak

I have sore muscles and aches and I feel tired constantly

I have to fight to stay awake during lectures

Because of how I was raised it just is a "part of reality, deal with it".

Doctors were for when you were shot and or on your death bed.

My joints have been popping and aching.

I bruise easily.

I have no energy.

I look around at others and they can work and do school and extra activities and party and be fine? How?

But I tell myself I'm fine. It's just in my head. I just have to push myself harder...

Then why do I want to cry? Why do I feel so overwhelmed?