#maybe it's everything

[petits--oiseaux]

one of my biggest pet peeves is when people ask me why I came into work if I have a bad headache. They tell me I should be at home resting. 

I don’t know if it’s because of the way I was brought up or what, but like.. No, I’m not just going to stay home and not work on stuff I need to do just because I have a migraine. Yeah, the migraine sucks, but I’m not puking and I’m not contagious. My migraine is going to be there whether I’m at home or whether I’m doing at least something at work. And like, no, I don’t want to use up my vacation days because of a migraine, either. Or find office coverage or do anything of that dumb stuff over it.

I get that they just want me to be comfortable, but ugh.

[legitboss39]

And now she's stressing me out again 👀 She's a little too good at trolling and being mysterious

[sharas-bae]

maybe it's because i'm just finishing rewatching the angel of irons episodes but the fact that the ruby vanguard has been revealed as the real cult behind a bunch of false cults set off my travis alarms. predathos and tharizdun what is up??

[farewell-persephone]

I feel really off. I don't feel good.

[frogl3gs]

I really just don't know what the point is in going to the gym. In my head it's like...lifting doesn't matter because I'm not trying to get better at anything. I'm not trying to be faster, I'm not trying to jump higher, I'm not trying to be stronger for any other reason than to be those things? Except I don't care about being any of those things? Atm, going to the gym is like taking a shower. I know it's necessary for health reasons but I dread it before I get there, like it when I'm there, and after I can't figure out why I dread it so much. And then it's just this circle. Everyday. I know the majority of y'all have personal goals and the intrinsic motivation to go along with it but I can't find that for myself. Maybe it's because weightlifting was always a means to an end for me in school and now it's pretty much all that remains of my athletic career. Maybe I just need to go to a different gym. Idk. Going to the gym just sucks right now.

[dorkphoenix]

something feels wrong and i'm not sure what it is. i feel worried but i don't know about what.

[pr1nce5s]

I have not been eating very much at all these past like three days and I feel hungry but no food looks appetizing. I don't know what's wrong with me... the last thing I ate was a shitty sandwich, 17 hours ago and I didn't even feel like eating it. Someone needs to force feed me, I'm worried about this.