#maybeish?

[stiltlinski]

You know how really direction can make good actors become bad? Yeah..

[ririnoona]

i see all these happy couples and im scared i'll never get that. as much as i say i don't want those stupid relationships, i can't help but crave it. i always say it's because i'm too derpy or no one will take me seriously or im just a troll but theres so many troll couples it makes me so jealous that i cant have that with anyone. i love my bestfriend and i support her but im so jealous that she has someone who loves her. i just wanna know why i cant have that. i hate being jealous. i just want love but i want sex. i wish i never changed. i shouldve stayed calm and serious. maybe i couldve kept a steady conversation.