January 22 2019
I'm laying in bed just thinking. I'm realizing how much I actually hate my body. I hate having breast and I wish to remove them. I hate having wide hips cause mens pants don't look right. I hate being called she, her,girl, sister, daughter, aunt, female, pretty, beautiful, and lady. Those words make me cringe hard. Pronouns they/them are starting not to feel right to. Flat chest and straight hips, is what I want. I have a voice that is to high for my liking, I'm trying to lower it. Words like he, him, boy, brother, sir, mister, handsome, son, male, men and uncle make me smile.










