#mayyyy

[starfilledkisses]

Found @mayzini on my Pinterest feed *gasp*

[manozaaaa]

When I hear that song, I really immediately think of Park Jihoon.

[the-buck-diaz]

"nobody's dying" love a call back to the tsunami emergency

[annamatix]

guys i fear red may be my new favorite color and i may have to change my blog colors to fit that

[abigpigeon]

At no point today did I consider maybe getting an extra pack of cigarettes before the giant storm hits

[youarentreadingthis]

probably gonna end up watching no way home again just because there were SO many scenes i loved

[alpha-team-deploy]

i probably sound like a really clingy ex-girlfriend talking about how much i miss my squad and how i want to talk about life and spoilers and drawing and stories and all that and i’m certain i do sound like that bUT I STILL REALLY MISS MY SQUAD

[miss-chanandler-bongg]

guys, I just had a moment. I don't know how it never occured to me, how I never identified with the concept when it's so clear and obvious, but I just figured out that my main problem with relationships is my fear of intimacy, DUH!!  I can't believe it took me so long to put into words something that I've been dealing with all my adult life. It's not just that I'm really picky, which I undeniably am, and it's more than the insecurities and social anxiety I've dealt with during university, it's that I have a fear of intimacy, of making a fool of myself due to inexperience, of feeling vulnerable and of trusting.....I'm a great catch by the way ;) I don't know, but just giving a title to my issues helps and I guess it'll make it easier for me to research and try to work on it, even solve it on my own.... this is tonight's epiphany. good night folks!

ps: I realize I never finished my skandinavian travel diary...I'll definitely do that soon, maybe even tomorrow since I have to work on my thesis and we all know what that means.... 16 hours of procrastination