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lustcannibalism

ok I endured it. now what!!!!!!!!!

pjharvey

"which could mean nothing" is one of the most useful phrases to ever enter my lexicon thank you rpf

arctasy

when the character is obsessive and desperate and guilty and scared and ashamed and traumatized and repressed

tweetsongs

ALSO re: what buck did in mother's day, you can tell that his choice to give himself (his self) up for eddie and chris is calculated and not a mindless self-sacrifice because buck is NOT the type to force himself to be the sacrificial lamb for eddie if he knows it would make a situation worse. we saw this in brawl in cell block 911, where buck was willing to leave eddie alone (even if he didn't like it) if he understood that THAT was the best way of maximizing their safety. buck made the decision in that basement stone cold knowing that it was the most logical thing to do. doesn't make it any less of a sacrifice, or any less revealing of how important the diaz boys are to him, but it WAS a canny decision.

also, notably, in both cases buck only lost his shit and ran out to save eddie, throwing himself into possible danger, when he hears a gunshot. once eddie's life is actively in danger, all bets are off.

losangelesqueens

Feminists might kill joy simply by not finding the objects that promise happiness to be quite so promising. The word feminism is thus saturated with unhappiness. Feminists by declaring themselves as feminists are already read as destroying something that is thought of by others not only as being good but as the cause of happiness. The feminist killjoy “spoils” the happiness of others; she is a spoilsport because she refuses to convene, to assemble, or to meet up over happiness.

Does the feminist kill other people’s joy by pointing out moments of sexism? Or does she expose the bad feelings that get hidden, displaced, or negated under public signs of joy?

Does bad feeling enter the room when somebody expresses anger about things, or could anger be the moment when the bad feelings that circulate through objects get brought to the surface in a certain way?

Feminists do kill joy in a certain sense: they disturb the very fantasy that happiness can be found in certain places. To kill a fantasy can still kill a feeling. It is not just that feminists might not be happily affected by the objects that are supposed to cause happiness but that their failure to be happy is read as sabotaging the happiness of others.

The Promise of Happiness by Sara Ahmed

emziess

Like you could be replaced. 9-1-1, S09E16

butch--dan

once these 15 million different stressful situations resolve themselves I’m gonna be so normal again. I can be normal and not exhausted

#I've been saying this forever

gayeddies

9.15

thirdwheelravi

i feel like we dont talk enough about how embarrassingggggggg it is for buck and eddie to have been in love with each other for almost a DECADE and doing nothing about it. like just kiss each other on the mouth my GOD it's not that COMPLICATED

tweetsongs

one of my favoriteeeee buddie things is when eddie is forced to say something to buck about HIS feelings. not chris, just him. and every word feels like it's dragging up blood with it, every syllable is gritted out or awkward, eyes not quite catching. 'it's not nothing'. 'you do matter to me.' not so easy when it's about you, is it? better to pretend that it's about anyone else, instead.