#mazurak

[mazurak]

It’s a small world and it just keeps getting smaller.

Stay the HELL out of my life.

[mazurak]

i’m trying not to dwell on my situation but

eating alone sleeping alone sitting on the sofa alone riding in the car alone

shopping only for one having no one greet me when i come home having no one to take care of

it’s all very difficult for me right now

[mazurak]

wow i’m finally going to make a real attempt at reviving my channel!

video is a little less than polished for a variety of reasons, but i’m going to try my best to get back into the swing of things asap. be patient with me, please!

[mazurak]

Went out a few weekends ago with some friends to tour a local mansion and eat festive pasta~

JSK: Lost in Sea by Krad Lanrete Blouse: Xiliya Headbow: Cutie Creator Shoes: Bodyline

[mazurak]

That feel when your orthodontist sends you a birthday card, but your relatives don’t.

[mazurak]

I am totally overwhelmed right now.

But, I graduated from KCAI, so I can handle it.

[mazurak]

That snuggly, warm feeling you get when someone actually wants to make plans with you and wants to see you happy.

Here’s hoping everything works out. c:

[mazurak]

No matter what I do or how I change, I’m still going to have to deal with my mom.

Why can’t we have a single conversation without fighting? I want a mom I can go to brunch with and tell my problems to, and know that even if she doesn’t have a solution, she cares and she wants me to know I’m loved. Nope. She always has to one up me on anything, and remind me how she has always had it worse, and that there is no solution and that we’re all gonna die anyways so nothing matters.

You know you’ve got it good when your whole family is surprised that your mom lived long enough to see you graduate college. 

(Why did y’all leave me in that hell when you literally could have done ANYTHING ELSE???)

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