Mar 9, 2014
Why yes, yes we are doing a Chapel-and-Bones-shoot-the-shit IM style roleplay right now in McKirk Feels. XD
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Why yes, yes we are doing a Chapel-and-Bones-shoot-the-shit IM style roleplay right now in McKirk Feels. XD
S a y something I'm g i v i n g up on you
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This came out a bit longer than I originally wanted it to but I couldn't help it.
It wasn't the first time Bones noticed something was off about Jim. All the small things he noticed were slowly piling up into something he should be worried about. Maybe he should have noticed it sooner, maybe he did but just threw it to the back of his mind.
All the times he left their room in the middle of the night, telling Bones that there was something he had to take care of on the bridge or that Scotty noticed a small hiccup that bothered him. He knew Jim was always careful about the Enterprise so it didn't bother him that much at first.
Jim always denied everything was wrong. Their relationship was perfect and always will be, but the more Jim said those words the more Bone could feel the small things that told him that no, things weren't okay. He wasn't sure if it was him or if it was Jim. Did Jim want more from him? Was he not what Jim wanted anymore?
It wasn't until their next fight that things got heated. It shouldn't even have exploded as much as it did but all the stress about the whole situation got to Bones and he couldn't hold back.
"C'mon Jim, you know things aren't the same! Don't try to deceive me like that! Just tell me the truth!"
Bones regretted those words as soon as he said them. He really didn't want to hear the truth, not if it meant losing Jim. The truth, if Jim was really tired of this relationship, would kill him. He was tired of the excuses, the dishonesty, but he wasn't tired of Jim. He could never get tired of Jim.
Jim just looked at him, he had been yelling back a few moments ago but now he was quiet, simply maintaining eye contact with Bones for a few seconds before taking the few steps so he can reach out and drag the other man into a warm embrace. He could feel the captain's heartbeat beating against him, the breaths that were slowly becoming just a tiny bit shallower as the embrace tightened.
"Bones," was all Jim said as he released him and took a step back, his eyes just a tiny bit puffy.
That was all Jim needed to say. Bones could tell that this was it, they were done. Nothing else needed to be said regarding their relationship.
"Jim, darlin'," Bones said softly, "Just tell me that you love me. Just one more time, so I can have something to remember you by."
Monday Afternoon in the McKirk Feels
annabella-p: GODDAMNIT BRI
captainkirkmccoy: it's shit and pre-beta and needs to be worked on
annabella-p: *CRIES*
annabella-p: *CRIES A LOT*
annabella-p: I AM CREY
toboldlydammitjim: HAHA NOOOOPEE
rochester: WTF
rochester: YOU ARE MEANNNNNNN
annabella-p: noooope
captainkirkmccoy: yeah well i about cried while writing this whole thing. and i never do it.
annabella-p: noOPE
annabella-p: *nopes into the sun*
AngstWhisperer (Anne): THATS WHAT I WANT!!!
captainkirkmccoy: nopes into the sun omg.
AngstWhisperer (Anne): lmao anna ftw
I just want to feel you heaving chest against my palm as you catch your breath after we have ran from those guys who caught us stealing those gummy bears, and we're trying so hard not to laugh.
Have you guys read "All The Sinners Crawl" by rochester because oh my god feels I'm about to cry righ t now.
but imagine Bones giving Jim belly rubs and Jim blushing because he likes them way too much and not just in a sexual way but just the touch, the connection through skin to skin contact.
McKirk is INTOXICATING and ADDICTIVE. *weeps* I WILL GO DOWN WITH THIS SHIP AND DO NOT EVER TRY AND TELL ME THAT I HAVE TO DETOX FROM IT. I WILL DRINK IN THIS SHIP UNTIL I OVERDOSE. (in other news, part 1 (my 50k+ now beta'd, only another 40K of mandsangelfox's companion piece to go before the epic McKirk fics are ready for posting and we will subject the Internet to The Only Place I Call Home 'verse)