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the post concert depression is hitting HARD what do you mean these are real shows I saw with my own two eyes
They are here and they are glorious tbh.
I’ve debated for a few days now whether I was going to post anything about this but fuck it. This is my blog and I need to get my thoughts out.
I’ve been living in Australia for about five years now. I’ve been to Sydney a few different times for a variety of different reasons. I’ve walked down this street, passed this spot countless times.
It wasn’t until after MCR Brisbane night 1 that I really felt the need to go to this specific spot and let myself process how insane life can be.
In an alternate reality, Frank and the others involved in the accident don’t walk away from this spot. In another universe, I never go to the MCR return/reunion tour because it doesn’t happen without Frank. I don’t know the guys personally, have never met them. But I refuse to believe they would have had any desire to get the band back together if he was gone.
For obvious reasons, I’m so thankful things worked out the way they did. For selfish reasons, I’m glad they did because going to MCR Brisbane night 1 changed my life in ways that may never be obvious to anyone but myself. But that show happened when I needed it most. And I will forever be grateful that they survived and we survived and we made it.
And standing on that street, watching people walk by like it was any other street that didn’t hold any significance - which to them, it most likely didn’t - and I just stood there and let whatever emotions I needed to feel take over. It was only about five to ten minutes I spent there, but I’m glad that I did it. I leave to move back home in a few months and I feel like I would have ended up regretting it if I’d left without giving myself those few minutes.
House of Wolves - Brisbane Night 1
Still crying tbh. Cannot believe I was in this room.
The Way siblings being cute during famous last words
[Brisbane II - 14.03.23]
because of ✨timezones✨ I'm going to be waking up to my chem. I will be inconsolable. my friend are going to get a fuckin earful. if Gerard wears a skirt again I will start sobbing on the spot. I am like a kitten being held back by the scruff of my neck. I'm actually just insane about them. it's the autism. maybe it's good if there's no mcr5 because gods know I would be more insufferable than I already am.
Anyone going to the mcr shows in Australia?? I need friendssss ;)