Jul 8
alcoholism feels like i’m stuck in a time loop. where no matter what i do, the loop starts over. no matter what i think, i end up right back at the fucking abc store.
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alcoholism feels like i’m stuck in a time loop. where no matter what i do, the loop starts over. no matter what i think, i end up right back at the fucking abc store.
today might be the first time i don’t have to see a single man in person for the entire day. my soul is genuinely lighter
mom is staying in the new house while we move everything in, and i officially move in wednesday. but omfg the liminal space inbetween is killing me. idk what’s real anymore.
actually begging someone to reach out to me rn. if you’ve ever had to put down ur pet, especially one you’ve had for over a decade, plz message me. idc what it says im just losing it
all i’ve done for the last ten years is grieve
imagination is fun bc you can kill anyone including yourself. over and over
the guy who threw eggshells all over the floor:
i shouldn’t have to walk around like this !!!
one of the more petty things my dad does when he’s angry is that he will go to the communal calendar in the kitchen and erase certain events. almost every year he ends up erasing valentine’s day, and this year he erased both his birthday and father’s day.