#me having panic attacks basically

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i keep having fucking panic attacks about what if i don’t get the rest of the chase cosplay? what if i can’t cosplay chase? i’m literally having panic attacks about this like. daily.

i just. what if. his jacket sells out before i get enough to buy it?

and bureacracy means i can’t even start dealing with any of it until sometime in the middle of next week and then i immediately have to stop again for another week before i can start againd and by thetime i get enough everything i need will be sold out and i’ll neer be able to cosplay chase because i can’t fkcing make cosplay shit and ugh.

ive had multiple panic attacks about this today alone.