Feb 27, 2023
u ever get that horribly lucid moment where u realize that u have been spiraling for months
and it’s overwhelming to even think about where to start
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u ever get that horribly lucid moment where u realize that u have been spiraling for months
and it’s overwhelming to even think about where to start
Crazinsane
I love being crazy. Everyday is an unpredictable disaster waiting to happen. I siphon chaos and expel the results in all sorts of magical ways. Less magical these days. You never know though, old habits tend to manifest themselves. Its why I know its best for me to be alone. Ive told this to every ex and now i drop this disclaimer to friends as well. It sucks but its safe. Still though. Unexpected hurts have shown. Can't prepare for everything I suppose. Im self sacrafice for the safety of those I care about. Jesus without a reason. Bahahaha...fuck god complex. Part of being manic depressive. Watch for key words and phrases and its easy to take control of it. Or let it run rampant. Depends on the mood and how much impulse control you can manage. I will not be medicated. At least I dont want to... :-/ opinions?