#megda

[gelfyerself]

Megda meets other OCs, part 1

Sorry Gurjin, but she’s found an even taller gelfling to get piggy-back rides from

Bex belongs to @jack-toons

[polnareffschesthair]

Soooo I drew mine and @gelfyerself’s oc’s together!

I think they make a good team!

[gelfyerself]

Megda meets other OCs, part 2

It’s funny, but Fai and Megda are almost complete opposites-I wonder if that means they’d get along well or not at all

Fai belongs to @lilac-city-skylines

[starbats-moved-blog]

a month ago i would’ve sworn that all my friendships were good. and they’d last. and my friends cared about me like i care about them.

n now u have to understand, no matter how unlikely a split seems, that’s no longer the case

i didn’t know anything was wrong until the minute it happened

it might be irrational but every time i talk to someone the thought is ‘this won’t last’

and i’ll never even know when we’re getting near the breaking point.

[starbats-moved-blog]

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[starbats-moved-blog]

i’m so sorry this is happening to you.

[starbats-moved-blog]

i shouldn’t look her up on snapchat

she’s happy without me.

i’ll leave her be.

[starbats-moved-blog]

@marble-jellyfish 

i don’t know why i was worth so little to you. i really don’t. i can’t stop thinking about it like i could’ve done something different to fix this, even though i don’t know what even broke, even though i know you forgot me as soon as you could.

i’m really never going to be able to forget you. and you never even told me why you decided that we couldn’t be friends anymore

i wish i knew if you were happier now that i’m safely out of your life forever.

that would be a reason for it, at least.

i really trusted you. i tried to contact you a lot through skype and tumblr, you know, it’s not that i didn’t want to talk

you never responded to anything i sent you. and i wasn’t ever upset about that

but then you said “well we never talk” and

i’d been trying to talk for months without any response

if you didn’t want to be friends anymore you could’ve said as much instead of making it all my fault like i was gaslighting you or something when in reality all i was, was confused, because one of my oldest friends suddenly wanted nothing more to do with me.

and you got some form of closure i guess, but i never will. and i just wanted to end things better than this, at least. not angry with each other and with neither of us feeling abandoned

i really just wanted to understand why you really wanted to stop being friends.

i guess it’s a moot point now.

i’m never gonna be able to fucking forget you and i’m never gonna be able to stop caring about you – i’m gonna be checking on you forever and wanting to help when you’re upset – because i’ve seen when you’ve been upset – but i can’t do anything to help. i just know that you’re hurting and it eats away at me.

but i refuse to throw you away as casually as you did to me. even though you won’t care, won’t know, won’t ever acknowledge it, i won’t ever speak to you again but i won’t stop fucking caring about you because we were friends for six years, and then you decided we weren’t, but i never fucking decided anything

it’s possible to care about someone and not be romantically involved with them. and it’s possible to have more than one friend.

i don’t know why those two things made you feel unwanted. and i never will.