#melonmarkings

[littlemelonberry]

starling is a dullahan!

she was a raging tyrant for like...2000 years, died, and then somebody brought her back to life!

[littlemelonberry]

starling has comically bad taste in partners.

first relationship? with her for the power/money. loveless.

second relationship? tried to kill her.

third relationship was actually pretty solid but she had a lot of brain damage at that point and therefore was the bad partner that time. god bless that poor woman, 1400 years with a wife who could maybe remember your name.

fourth relationship (and her current one!!)? married to a traumatized pride half-demon who didn't even realize they were married. and also is very very aggressive.

in general starling tends to be very very submissive and permissive in her relationships. i guess the subdermal armor helps with that, though - mere skin wounds.

[littlemelonberry]

double post because fortnite

my favorite artemis skin is the stygian one because green :)

and green remind me of starling :)

[littlemelonberry]

starling likes to do drugs. any drug. her godhood is rooted in partying and substance use.

despite this, she actually isn't a fan of drinking.

[littlemelonberry]

bothers me when people respond to my posts and i can't see the responses. they're in my inbox! i see them! but they don't appear on the post itself!!!

i don't seem to be blocked. i haven't blocked them. tumblr functioning as intended, as always. ah well.

we move on keep loving our trans-neuro siblings <3

[littlemelonberry]

sometimes the awful horrible darkness isn't solved by a nap or snacks. sometimes it's your circumstances, sometimes it's because that song is too loud, sometimes it's because your brain moves faster than the decade-old devices you have to use.

sometimes the the awful horrible darkness is out of your control. and that's okay, too - take a second. take a sip of water. scream into the pillow.

it's gonna be okay.

[littlemelonberry]

villain with a sense of love just twisted enough that when you drive the blade into their shoulder, they kiss you.

[littlemelonberry]

you should engage in your hobbies for the simple joy of creation btw.

creation is the purest form of love. and sometimes, love isn't beautiful. it can be ugly. it can be painful.

but it can also be aimless. wandering. random.

i think a lot of people talk about love as a romantic or committed thing, but...love is just love. i love my partner, yes, but i love my friends, too. and even beyond that, i love a cup of hot tea and i love iced coffee and i love raspberry-flavored treats. i love the sound of heavy rain, i love the sight of a rainbow.

and your creations should reflect that. just as not all your loves are big or grandiose, your creations should be allowed to be small and simple, too.

draw a flower. no, not that one - the little one, the circle with uneven petals.

write a short story. no, not like that - put words down, sloppy and vague and meaningful to only you.

code a webpage. no, not like that - make a program read "Hello, World!" a dozen different ways, playing with the color, the font, the size.

create simply, so that you never forget how to love.