#memory loss?

[celestia-le]

what if

[tangalaid]

[fluttering-by]

I would just like to take this time to make a sweeping declaration 

I don’t remember how much I actually explained this, which is fitting 

And I can’t explain the full details since, again, I cannot for the life of me remember them 

But long story short, had a mini stroke at the start of the year, my memory is not great at the moment, and on top of that, my central nervous system is just completely messed up anyway so it really wasn’ t great to begin with

I struggle to read large amounts of text at a time, that’s why I very often write a line per paragraph, otherwise I struggle to read what I’ve just written and I have to re-read things multiple times before I can respond to them 

I likely will forget important things, or I’ll just have no concept of what day it is 

I’m sure there have been plenty of times when I’ve asked or said the same thing multiple times which I’m sure is annoying and I’m sorry for that too 

I don’t want anyone to take this to mean that I don’t care. If it takes me a while to respond, or if I forget something important, it’s not because I don’t care 

Sometimes I’ll get a message, and then have to go to the door or even just have a drink, and then because I thought my response, I’ll think that I did actually respond when I didn’t 

So, basically, I’m sorry 

..

Although the DWP decided that I actually don’t have memory problems despite forgetting conversations mid-conversation so make of that what you will 😂

[cherrythecool]

realized this earlier today but i think my memory loss issues might go a bit further than i initially realized? like

i try to think and remember certain people who i saw a lot at one time but haven’t in a while? sometimes, i can barely remember them

try to remember what happened to me the past few years? i can remember details, but i don’t have any actual memories

i don’t know where my memories are but… now that i think about it i can barely remember what i did today in actual memories and yesterday i

don’t really know

kinda vent like post but more so just not sure why it’s like this cuz i could’ve sworn at one point i could remember better than this but

at least right now i just can’t and it concerns me

oh but the names of the blue angry birds are Jake, Jay, and Jim.

and π ~= 3.14159265358979323846264

:p

[socialrecall]

memory is so fucking weird dude. like i can't tell you what i learned in my biomedical instrumentation class this entire semester but i can tell you when my professor's birthday is, a fact that she mentioned one time

[himemiyaswrld]

I have a bone to pick with the tokyo ghoul manga ending,,,

[awesome-al97]

So, like, quick question for everyone:

Do any of you remember what your blog looked like before you changed it to something you haven't touched in years now? Because I have Zero clue what my blog looked like before Yuri on Ice.

[nemoboi]

I used to be able to quote every single precure transformation and attack as well as know the full name of every Magical girl whose show I watched but now I don’t even remember what year it is and my sisters’ names nor my very own age