Jun 29
just my luck having my period start the hottest day of the year so far
aka i get hot flashes on my period and it's 91°F (32°C) outside rn. i'm burning up and there's only so much the AC can do
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just my luck having my period start the hottest day of the year so far
aka i get hot flashes on my period and it's 91°F (32°C) outside rn. i'm burning up and there's only so much the AC can do
to whoever is the reason i have periods
fuck you and stop making it so uncomfortable
give me the cramps and the headaches but please stop making it feel like i just pissed myself
they should make periods suck less
they should make it so i don't feel like my period is going to run down my leg all the time
the store is 100% out of my usual pads and i had a panic attack over it. went to 6 different stores/pharmacies and not a single 1 had my pads. i can't use tampons (extremely dysphoric)
they should make it so i don't get migraines every period
they should make it so that periods can't last more than 5 days (what do you mean mine are always 10-12 days with excruciating cramps and i can't find a doctor who tells me it's nothing keep taking birth control and NSAIDs every month and destroy your body doing so)
i am convinced i either have borderline personality disorder, which leads to monthly premenstrual exacerbations or I have PMDD because it is NOT normal to feel this unstable before my period.
it's not the food cravings, the fatigue, the bloating, the cystic acne that bothers me. It's the way my relationship burn in my flames and i constantly feel guilty that i can't control this rage. it's the oscillation between being at my prime during the ovulatory phase and crashing down like icarus a few days later to the lowest of my lows. and it's a monthly thing!
i want to unalive myself. the rage wants to swallow me whole. but if i just sit still for a few minutes, it passes within a day or two and it's baffling to me how i can go from wanting to end it all, ruin it all, sabotage every good thing i have going for me and switch within a matter of hours to loving life again, having goals, having plans, having a healthy dopamine loop.
and you can't reach out to the doctor that's supposed to know how to handle this because they'll just place you on blood-clot-causing pills like a stupid dollar-store bandage over this massive crater of a problem.
I DON'T WANT MEDS THAT CAUSE MORE PROBLEMS
I WANT A SOLUTION. I WANT TO BE IN CONTROL OF MY WILL, MY MOODS, MY DRIVE.
I want to get off this hormone ride. it's not fun. it's never been fun.
I hate that I'm posting this. It outrages me that they tax this or charge high for it. This is almost $10. I can't stand Maxi pads and this type always worked the best. Anyways, this is day 3 and I'm already down to 4 pads, one is in my bag. My normal flow last between 4 to 6 days. So most of the time it's two boxes or $20. This is out of hand. The one time I tried to get birth control, they wouldn't give it to me because I wasn't sexually active and they didn't want to make me infertile....they said my period wasn't irregular even though I bleed way too much to the point of getting light headed. But I'm normal apparently...fuck
The worst part of your period isn't the bleeding or the cramps, the menstrual migraines, the body aches, or the mood swings. The absolute worst part of your period is that nothing tastes right. Your appetite is already messed up and then when you finally have the stomach to eat nothing tastes the way it should. How is bleeding for 5 days not torture enough? Why does eating have to be taken away too?
Tbh I'm hella sick of being the back burner friend. I have been for so long and it's getting old. My new mindset is have fun doing whatever the fuck ya wanna do, call me when you realize how shitty you're being. In the meantime, I'm just gonna work on me. Friends are great, but what's the point of having them if you RARELY communicate? Not gonna deal with that. I'm done. You wanna be friends? put a little more effort into this shit. K bye.
I’M NOT EVEN KIDDING!!!! I WANT MY UTERUS SURGICALLY REMOVED! Does anybody know if it is possible? I seriously don’t want it. Not in a transgender way, because I’m not a transgender! I just don’t want my uterus! I don’t want this pain anymore! And I am not planning on getting pregnant any time in the future!! My future wife can be the one to get pregnant.. Or just adoption.. I don’t even care! Just get this fucking uterus out of me!!
I am bound to bed 5 days every month with bunch of pain killers that don’t even help, with a heating pad (hot water bottle) that has to be skin burning hot to decrease the pain a little. I have burning scars on my tummy because of it! And all that just to keep me at home, conscious, instead of ending up unconscious in a hospital bed! And the pain doesn’t last only for one day! No… The pain stays agonizingly for 5 fucking days!! So yeah! When I say I want my uterus out of me I’m not being a baby. And I’m not just kidding! I really want it out!