#mental break downs

[good-morzan-inheritance-cycle]

When I graduated high school, one of my bestest of friends bought me a book nook as a present (something I had been wanting for ages, as I love puzzles and was starting to need a book end)

I now plan to put it together sometime this week or next, as my sister will be gone for about 2-3 weeks to visit doctors in California, causing BOTH parents to be up there as well. Meaning I will be all alone with just my thoughts.

So expect posts of me having Eragon level crash outs and Arya levels of pent up rage with me trying to put both mine and my sister’s nooks together.

[dodoyacomehere]

Lucas with the lightstick

I’m genuinely surprised that Lucas didn’t hit someone in the face with the lightstick when he was swinging it around (or himself for that matter 😂)

I can literally imagine it slipping out of his hand and flying and making this huge projectile curve and coming crashing down on someone or something

Chenle and jungwoo would probably find it super cool

Yuta, Doyoung and Renjun would probably have something savage to say

Winko will either be lost or impressed

Where as the mums Taeyong and Kun would probably have a mental breakdown 😂

And amidst all this chaos you’ll have Lucas laughing loudly and blabbering something in ‘Lucas Language’

And then once Yuta decides that he’s done shading Lucas

He’ll probably go Winko hunting 😂

Cus YuWin for the WinWin!

[thebandomer]

i fancy that part of finals when you are on the verge of a mental breakdown

[black-birdy]

They all looked at me. "I'm letting India..." I tried to focus on India's face and the feel of her fur under my hand, and for a moment it seemed to waver like she wasn't there. But I could feel her. I could see her. But no one else could. When I let go of the rope so she could run, for a split second I saw it just fall to the ground... but in the same second I saw India go bounding of onto the yard with it hooked to her harness. I just sat there smiling and nodding and crying at nothing and telling them quietly over and over that she was there.

After I woke up I realized I was having a dream where I mentally broke down and was hallucinating that India was still alive.

[katbug92]

so apparently some guy on Survivor tonight had a completely insane mental break down and i don't mean the crying break down. no i mean the burn down our camp, destroy our food and beat you up. it was the scary type of break down where you don't know what this person was going to do, but whatever it was it wasn't going to be good.

[ammabananaa-blog]

i'm sitting here crying because i feel so lucky to have seth in my life..

literally..he got me through one of the worst nights of my life. 

it's a situation where people would judge me automatically.

he doesn't though.

"i need you to listen to me..i don't care how this happened..it happened, and you have me to lean on. i'm going to do everything i can for you. whenever you need me, call me. i'm always gonna be here and i'm always gonna have your back"

i hope he understands how much i needed to hear that. and how much it meant to me coming from him.

i also hope he knows he has me to lean on if he ever needed me. i would do anything for him.

there's also something about him where i feel extremely safe and secure. 

i don't like expressing my feelings to people. it always comes out wrong and i always feel like the bad guy in the end for it.

with seth..i can't help but be totally open and honest with him. he just breaks down the protective wall over my heart (as corny as that sounds). 

he's the greatest friend i have. i can't be more thankful for him than i already am. i love him dearly and i know we both would do anything for one another, despite the age difference.

[swmmg]

Tomorrow. Tomorrow's the big day guys.