#mental dissorders

[saturns-writings]

Oh the pain

Dear pain

Please leave my brain

The emotional pain

Is too intense

Dear pain

Please leave my brain

The flashbacks

Are frightening

Dear pain

Please leave my brain

I cannot

Keep taking all these meds

Dear pain

Please leave my brain

The nightmares wake me up

In the middle of the night

Dear pain

Please leave my brain

For I can’t keep crying

All the time

Dear pain

Please leave my brain

For I can’t stop thinking

About death all the fucking time

Dear pain

Please leave my brain

For I can’t live

With the suicidal thoughts

Dear pain....

fuck the fuck off

I can’t talk it anymore

You stupid PTSD

[free-of-blog]

Free-of

When people read "free-of" I don't want them to think of a young guy with a blog, because when I chose free-of as my title to my blog, I didn't do it so that people would think that Im trying to escape anything in particular. In fact, I don't have much to escape. I just want to be so free (not of work, or complaints) but of mind. I may speak for myself but I feel like there is no such thing as disorders. People don't have ADD or ADHD, anger management, depression, down syndrome, autism, or any other thing that society can put a title on. We are all human, we are all just figuring it out. We all have troubles, some worse than others. But in the end, what do we know other than, we're here. We are hear and we are doing this thing called "living". Whatever that may be? At the end of the day all we can hope is that we've made someone's time while "living", just that much more enjoyable. So please when you see this reblog it. Change the source, leave a comment of your own, think differently on the topic. But whatever you do, remember, if your living with a "disorder", it's really not out of order at all. Nothing in life is perfect, because we never just "let it be".

[startitover]

so there was a bomb threat at my school yesterday and apparently a student in my grade said the threat. people are blaming a kid who just got out of a mental institution for trying to kill himself. i have no fucking idea if he did it or not, but because he was in a mental institution he is automatically guilty and that is fucking ridiculous. some people have fucking mental disorders, like myself, and that does not make them a bad person not to mention that wanting to kill yourself and wanting to kill other people are two completely different things. god people just piss me the fuck off.

[miyavaaria]

I sit here with three mental disorders that shouldn't belong together and DON'T belong together. Every day its a struggle with a cloud of depression and a mood that changes from week to week or even second to second, with voices inside my head talking.

Then those blackouts.

Those terrible blackouts.

It isn't fun.

Why do people think its fun to joke about it?

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