#mentillness

[saturns-writings]

Dear body (a poem about life)

Dear brain

Please work harder today

To control my PTSD

And make my day easier

Dear eyes

Show the me the beauty in this world

And shield me from the negative

Dear nose

To day you are going to sniff a flower

For it is spring

Alas.... life is short

Dear ears

I want you to

Find and listen to

Some good goth music

And I will cover you guys

When the fire alarm goes

Off.

Dear mouth

Make my lunch taste

Delicious

The way food should taste like.

And savor my candies.

Dear hands and arms

Please don’t assault any one

But

Make great art, drawings

As poetry

Dear legs and feet

Don’t kick any one

But support my weight

And let me walk to the dollar store

Among other endeavors.

[saturns-writings]

Princess (a poem about life)

I am not Queen of Sheba

Nor the queen of England

I am the princess of hearts

I help

Others who are in need

And stand up for

The underdog

I am not the q of Sheba

Nor the queen of England

I am the princess of diamonds

I can be selfish

Stubborn

Materialistic

But everyone still loves me

I am not the Queen of Sheba

Nor the queen of England

I am the princess of clubs

I will earn my keep

And do extra work

If board

The tv is the enemy

I am not the Queen of Sheba

Nor the queen of England

I am the princess of spades

I am unique

I am tough and a fighter

I am artistic

I am loyal

I am rebellious

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Bellator (a poem about PTSD)

I am an MMA fighter

But not in the

Normal sense

I had to fight for my

Life

At a young age.

I am an MMA fighter

But not in the

Normal sense

I had to fight bullies

All through school

Those fucking bullies

I am an MMA fighter

But not in the

normal sense

I had to fight

The principal

For my freedom

Alas he threatened

Me with Guantanamo.

I am an MMA fighter

But not in the

normal sense

For I have to fight

Against my PTSD

Every fucking day.

[naopll9]

To all my lovely people

Hey, if you have family who are making you feel like your mental illnesses are made up, I’m your family now.

[saturns-writings]

Oh the pain

Dear pain

Please leave my brain

The emotional pain

Is too intense

Dear pain

Please leave my brain

The flashbacks

Are frightening

Dear pain

Please leave my brain

I cannot

Keep taking all these meds

Dear pain

Please leave my brain

The nightmares wake me up

In the middle of the night

Dear pain

Please leave my brain

For I can’t keep crying

All the time

Dear pain

Please leave my brain

For I can’t stop thinking

About death all the fucking time

Dear pain

Please leave my brain

For I can’t live

With the suicidal thoughts

Dear pain....

fuck the fuck off

I can’t talk it anymore

You stupid PTSD

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