#mental eels

[coralei]

sending this to my therapist

[bluecoati]

So I have been watching through Lucifer with my folks, we are I think almost on the last season?? I can't remember

But the other day we finally got to the episode where they fucking get together & it was SUCH an insane slow burn (and honestly it was shot AMAZINGLY it was hot, the actors are hot lmao)

And like, just seeing them caressing each other/kissing/etc, I fucking realized how fucking touch-starved I am cause I wanted that shit SO BAD AAAUUGHH 😩😩

It's a bummer, but we persevere haha

But the show is GREAT I love it so far, I wish they had made more but hopefully the finale isn't rushed or weird :3

[merricatly]

the thing about healing from trauma is that it changes you and there's no going back. sometimes i miss the person i was and the comfort and safety of it, sometimes i feel like i don't know who i am anymore, but i would never go back to being them even if i could.

[malevolentheadtrips]

How the hell do I write the "Hello, I'm writing my thesis at the literal last moment because my mental eels have been strong lately and I'm currently being swallowed up by executive dysfunction" email without sounding like an idiot???

Also, should I include "I missed your last class, because the moment I stepped out of the house I had a random panic attack" ???

This is mostly rhetorical, I'm reluctant to admit to anything ever, but fuuuuck this

I do care what this man thinks because this is about. Academic validation which is one of the few things I actually care about, so aaaa

[superconfusedcoryn]

*holds up my brain*

"My son... please... he is very sick...."

[dorian-gaye]

Mental Eelness 20th Dec, 2022

[cur10uscr0w]

[id/ Jace Beleren drawn to be holding his knees to his chest sadly against a screentoned manga panel. In white text it says “ Just stomp your feet and clap your hands” with different sizing and boldened verbs. Then in typewriter text, it continues “C’mon everybody”, and in yellow melting text, finishes “it’s the hamster dance”. /end id]

[saltminerising]

I saw the eye update and my first thought was to run to this blog.... its mental eelness love