#mentallymel

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I FOUND MY MARKERS AND HAD FUN

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You know what fuck dating, Ive decided the world is my girlfriend I am dating every single one of you. You all get kisses mwah mwah

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The Love Machine

Tired of being alone?  Need someone? ANYONE to fill your heart? Well come try the love machine a simple way to start

Ethically questionable, but legally sound Who cares about MORALS?! Love is a product, it's CONTENT, and its highly abound!

Who CARES about "who they are", its about what they provide You think too much of individuality Stare at their body, not their eyes

BUY BUY BUY SPEND SPEND SPEND

You know what love needed? Capitalistic amends

You need TIME?  YOU need to THINK??? Love is consumable! You’ll get more if you sink

Time-?? No of course not! The answer is MONEY You thought you were talking to a PERSON Oh darling that is funny

Long is over that game for two Love is a single player now, a solo Even if you run through our entire stock you’ll still feel hollow

BUY BUY BUY SPEND SPEND SPEND

The last thing love needed

A corporate emptiness that offends

(I couldn't sleep the brain worms told me to write)

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Y'all my ex texted me on Valentine's Day and that shit felt so pathetic I laughed at them

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World's Biggest Heart

I am the person with the world's biggest heart

Everyone finds me intimidating straight from the start

I flirt I tease, I kiss and squeeze

It never means more than what it seems

Then you came along and my heart gave a beat

Thats not supposed to happen? What does it mean?!

World's biggest heart meeting a heart matching, even greater in size

Suddenly I see the world under a smaller heart's eyes

We tease we flirt we hug we squeeze

Nothing we say is supposed to be more than it means

Yet...

It does for me I mean it a touch

I mean it when I say I love you so much

I dont get it..I say it to all, so

Why is it only for you the meaning evolves?

Sometimes we say it I think you mean it too

But I know how it is when people project their feelings on you

I want to say how I feel, let my feeling resolve

But Im scared

Im scared you'll leave

Im scared you'll turn sour

So many people in my life Ive given my heart that they mutilate and devour

How do I tell you I want love?

But not the love that makes smaller hearts scream from above

I feel a bit of romance but, the real feeling is intention

Its causing so much tension because how should I mention

That I love you but I dont want your heart

I dont want to put it together

Or break it apart

I love you but I dont see the point

Of telling you if it ruins how we're already joint

I love you...

But Im scared

Because the word's like a disease when it spreads through the air

It poisons, it contaminates, and it makes people leave

And the last thing I want is to actually say more than I should mean

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Oh no dearie me it seems I have dropped my pen on the floor and must pick it up at a seductive angle I sure hope there isn't a big strong butch waiting to slap my ass ohhhhh noooooooo!

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Who Am I?

That's easy to answer!  I'm an actor, an entertainer, a crowd pleaser! I put on quite the show everywhere I go

I leave, you follow... Until you didn't, gee...that was a tough pill to swallow I still work the stage, I still work for smiles... Even if it HAS been quite a while..

If there is no more crowd who watches?

Why You do of course!

But..

Who are you...? Where are you???

I need you to know who I am!

Im an entertainer after all and if I cant perform...What is an idol without their fans

Who.. Am I?

Who am I???

Who am I ?!

Am I-

I

I-

Who am I….

Well...Thats easy to answer... I'm an actor, an entertainer, a crowd pleaser... I put on quite the show everywhere I go

I leave, you follow..

And maybe if I put on a better show there will never have to be a harder pill to swallow

[sevenzeromelon]

I Killed a Little Girl

I watched her die She asked me for help And all I could do was stare her in the eyes I watched her body lifeless Her breath disappear I killed that little girl Because I was frozen in fear

I watched the world drown her Ignore her despair And when that girl snapped Not even I cared

I saw her everyday I saw her hurt But I was so tired Seeing her face smashed in the dirt I killed that girl I know I did I did her tormenters dirty work Every order they bid

I KILLED THAT FUCKING GIRL

It makes me sick I watched her crack I watched them make her tick

I

Killed

That

Girl

And she put me in her place But how am I supposed to stand in the world With all the trauma she faced She did nothing to deserve pain  And Im stricken with guilt Because if I stood up for that girl If I... If I stood up for that girl If I hugged her when others wouldnt If I loved her when no one couldn't If I was the friend that she needed that I NEEDED.....

I killed that poor girl...

Her breath lifeless, her eyelids closed And its the one regret I live with The regret I never expose