You know what sucks, the fact that I struggle to genuinely talk to my co-worker.
A little bit of backstory, as a kid, I kinda learned that if I wasn’t included into a conversation then I wasn’t welcome to comment on things, and because of that, I struggled to talk to other people that aren’t my closet friends. It frustrating to me, especially right now, I am at work and I am in the back, washing the dishes and I overheard two of my co-workers talk about Dispatch, about the characters and the game. I wanted to join in the conversation so badly…but I kinda just stopped myself…In the past I use to try and join in…but every time I did, I always felt like it made things awkward.. so I kept quiet…I don’t know why…maybe it was me learning from a young age that I can’t be included unless they want me to join in or if its something else…but what I do know is that it fucking sucks.,,