Happy STS! What's the most surprising thing about your characters? It could be an interest or personality trait you didn't plan for them, or something that takes other characters by surprise, or something that takes the characters themselves by surprise. However you want to answer this. :)
happy sts!! I’m responding to this almost a full week late!! thank you for the ask!! my apologies for the rambles I am literally incapable of being concise
one thing that I can remember that took me by surprise is like........ before I started writing her, I had intended for Shara’s social anxiety to be fairly similar to my own, but pretty quickly it became clear that her vibe was actually much closer to my best friend’s brand of social anxiety, so...... less "panic and clam up" and more “literally cannot stop talking”? so, yeah, an anxious chatterbox who is definitely internally screaming through almost every social interaction she has, but tends to ramble and blurt out whatever comes into her head and desperately fill the silence rather than hanging back and appearing "shy" :P
lots of things about Shara surprised me actually! she’s the one of the gang who threw me the most curveballs during the recent frankendraft, sometimes she would just be like “cool so I’m creating an interdimensional map using radio waves” and I’d just have to be like. sick. ok. well I guess I have to figure out how the fuck that works now
then uhhhhhhh
in terms of both “something that takes other characters by surprise” and “something that takes the characters themselves by surprise” I think the most common answer is “Noa is a nice person” WHICH SOUNDS REALLY MEAN but like
it takes a long while for the Being Nice to kick in when she's getting to know someone and it always just catches people so off guard when it finally happens lmao
she works real hard at her intimidating standoffish don’t-fuck-with-me vibe, which is........ a defence mechanism, yeah
Shara and Kai’s first introduction to the concept of Noa Yun is hearing Tris talk about her, which is an issue because Tris has been best friends with her for four years and will jump at any opportunity to tell Literally Whoever Will Listen about how kind and smart and compassionate and friendly and amazing his best friend is and it’s very sweet but he does forget that said best friend is actually terrifying as all hell and Does Not Like People
so when they actually meet her in person they’re both lowkey kind of like :))))))))))))) hey tris quick question what the fuck
they don't really believe him until a fair way into the story, when eventually that switch flips and they catch a glimpse of a Noa that's not holding them at arm's length and glaring at them all the time and emitting Generally Threatening Auras
n like, Kai enjoys teasing her and getting on her nerves but doesn't twig that Noa actually considers them a friend till at least two thirds into the book when she flat-out says it in the midst of an argument and Kai is just like Hey Wait Hold Up What Was That
and as for Noa herself, it’s like
hm
she's always felt kinda alienated and weird and Not Able To Be A Person In A Way Other People Like, she was subject to a lot of senseless bullying and cruelty from other kids when she was younger, nowadays people still form all sorts of judgments about her and the reputation of being someone prickly and mean and unpleasant is one that is applied to her almost by default, even when she doesn't want it
it's easy for her to spiral into viewing herself as someone who is just inherently unpleasant and difficult to be around, someone who is just simply a naturally unlikable person
which, like. >:(
n even in those moments where she's able to drop her guard conpletely or be openly caring and affectionate with people she's comfortable with and share in a friendship, it's a difficult belief to shake and she often feels like she's just tricked people into liking her
there's a point near the end of the story where someone calls her a good person and their friend, and it's..... not the first time she's heard that said to her? but this time, hey, she's just gone through a whole big character arc and Learned A Lot Of Things About Herself and for the first time she's actually like wait holy fuck AM I a good person???
and is just COMPLETELY thrown for a loop about it and has a minor existential crisis












