#mes lore

[mes-the-rebel-idol-boy]

Randomness but make it triple-(basiclly Kiru and Len were the first two Mes felt comfortable with telling his identity and well the fact he killed his twin sister..I just thought of doing this bs-)

[mes-the-rebel-idol-boy]

should I post more Mes lore?

"...stop traumatizing me!"

[mes-the-rebel-idol-boy]

(Ooc: ok screw it I'm putting the entire lore for Mes- tw:Death,Suicide attempts,blood,scars and burns

Ok starting from childhood,Mes grew up with his twin sister Yuo without parents causing Mes to be the responsible one and take care of Yuo,despite both twins being the same age,at the age of 5 they were found by producers for singing.,they mostly sang in duos..but it mostly so Yuo got the good songs where nothing bad happend while Mes basiclly went through torture just to make sure Yuo didn't get harmed as he did..though the time the twins were separate the producers decided to play with strings and manipulate Yuo into hating Mes and making her think Mes didint care about her at all(which is not true)..this caused the twins to fight but it was more on Yuo's side..and Yuo slapped Mes..but also marked their last conversation..and the last performance together(which is well the Mesmerizer post-)..Yuo got hypnotised and attacked Mes,Mes found scissors and stabbed Yuo..but didint look and without wanting to killed Yuo..this broke Mes emotionally..while he looked for people or anyone to help him..the blood lose from the fight got to him and he collapsed and would have died if Yogo and Kiru didint find him and bandage him in time,after a while Kiru was alone with Mes..though Mes didint really talk..and the door was mostly closed..Kiru eventually managed to get the door down..and stopped Mes from killing himself..even if Kiru was rude..she listened..and Mes explained alot..from hoe he didint feel comfortable in his body..to explaining his situation and what happend to Yuo..Kiru just listened and comforted him..and helped him..eventually Mes told Yogo and Yogo supported him..Mes still does have suicide thoughts..but they arnt as present as they used to be..Mes gets Ptsd if someone mentions anything about Mesmerizer or Yuo..and he doesn't like to celebrate his birthday(which is tommorrow)..because that's the day Yuo died..and he just feels uncomfortable with it..so far only Kiru knows what happend to Yuo..while most of his close friends know he's trans..(he's a bit open about it that's why)..hope this helps..and I was well bored..and ye apart from Kiru nobody knows that Mes killed Yuo or that Yuo died..or that Mes had a twin..)

[mes-the-rebel-idol-boy]

Mes1 be like-(any wondering those are the eng lyrics of taste of the cockroach by Maretu- and well the colours symbolizes the roles ig idk-)

[mes-the-rebel-idol-boy]

This is old- like actually old but it's canon to Mes lore so uh..ye?(tw blood and scissors)also this might be cringe- so uh ye-

[mes-the-rebel-idol-boy]

Aside from the constant arguing why did you and Ko leave/run away from there? Like I get Mai and Tomi on the arguing part but that wasn't all was it?

"...well for Tomi it's true it wasn't just the arguing I suppose I would have almost died..if it wernt for the fact that people came at the right time home-..otherwise I would probably been a meal...as for Mai after Lory being the bitch she is had to reveal the fact I was well trans to them despite me not wanting it that got me called a liar for making them believe I was a boy and Mai slapped me..it didint hurt much physically but mental pain was there..I havnt told Ko about those 2 accidents since she would kill them if she knew..I don't talk to them anymore but still I have to think about that-"

[mes-the-rebel-idol-boy]

Mes what if-(tw blood/gore)

So uh..good thing Kiru and Yogo found him even if Mes wanted to die-(yeez now I wonder what would happen in a dead Mes au-)