Jun 2, 2022
I really should quit Yujikiri and SAO someday i just lose braincells being in here but GOD...I love Eugeo and Alicization too much
#the moment i decide to leave and/or deactivate is the moment yall will rejoice i swear to GOD im so annoying#i ruin this fandom sdgjkhk#and the blond fictional boy and his world ruins me😩😩😩#and i ruin my own life. i am ruin itself😔#yare yare daze#seriously tho sometimes i do feel like a fucking nuisance to everyone and that i should just get lost tho. ngl#even tho i know im not everyones cup of tea--i never meant to do damage--but i think i did or do sometimes.#anyway wow that went too deep but its true tho i really dont feel like i belong here or amywhere someti#mes.#absolutely no irony there#and yet. i feel like its too soon too leave. theres so many projects that i still yet to do and so much i wanna see.#and i feel like i shouldnt leave just becuz of some stupid accident or cuz of moment of weakness or misunderstanding. i want to prevail.#my motto in life is definitely i want to prevail. not in a toxic showoff way tho. just wanna live.#anyway wow thanks for coming to my ted talk thats definitely enough internet for me today 😂😂😂
