numb
i don't know where else to get this out to so i will here. everyday feels like the day before. i work, i come home, and lay in my bed. all i feel is nothing but everything at the same time. i can't cry, i can't think, just pure numbness. i went skating today finally, still numb. i have ppl who text me everyday, its been a lot more lately and no matter how many people text me, the numbness never goes away. its all me but i don't know how to feel. i get rid of everything good for me wether i want to or not , i just feel helpless and lost. i miss you hayden, i miss you the way you were before you broke your own heart.















