Aug 23, 2013
Fuck, I just happened to fuck it all up again. Matt kept asking me about my problems and that promise I made him. Even though I didn't technically break it, I really wanted too. And I was close. So when Matt kept trying to get me to talk about it, I avoided it. Then, when I tried to change the subject, I asked him to talk about his problems. He also found it hard because he too pushes them down. He had to re-dig them all up again. He almost started to fucking cry. Now, I think I can honestly say that we both feel worse then when we started the call. Im just so fucking good at messing things up...