#messsages

[tomhoppusdelonge]

Is that considered a tuxedo bunny? (I’ve only had cats and my lady girl was a pretty tuxedo)

Do you already have the next bunny picked out? Or just hoping to find another one?

He’s a Norwegian dwarf! And the idea is that I drop him off at a supervised daycare and if he bonds with any, we take them home for a trial and see if they get along in his territory :3

[romolite]

Who is j-ats? All I can find is a blog that's been dead since 2016

Just-antithings but I don’t feel like writing out the entire url

[sherlockspeare]

Hello! Lover your blog! I was just wondering what you use to make your gifs? And would you happen to know if Photoshop cs2 can make gifs from videos. Thanks!!!

Hello darling. I use Photoshop CS4 to make gifs. I haven’t used any other versions of Photoshop so I don’t know about CS2. Sorry, I’m not helping. :’)

[tonedeafandh0t]

How do you feel about Arizona and April leading greys

I’m really really really angry. I’m disgusted by everyone who had anything to do with firing Jessica Capshaw and Sarah Drew. And I do not believe their bullshit for one second that it had nothing to do with money. 

And for them to fire them on international women’s day? what a smack in the face. fuck krista vernoff especially. 

[inktae]

i honestly feel like im living a life where im just a burden and i have no purpose. I cave beta thalassemia which has basically required me to get blood transfusions since i was 5 (im 18 now) and my ferritin in off the walls high and they want to give me meds which will just damage my liver. Ive already has 2 surgerys in my lifespan and i feel like a time-consuming,expensive, worthless human. but im too much of a coward to actually commit suicide.

it’s truly unfair when life hands us an unlucky card, and I understand if it makes you wonder “why me” all the time (because it’s something I used to think about very frequently), but dwelling on those thoughts is only a waste of energy, and I really hope you are able to see it that way someday. it’s not easy, but it’s definitely something you can work on and slowly build up to. your feelings are 100% valid and I completely understand that you’re feeling so low right now, but you are just as deserving of happiness as everyone else, especially someone as strong as you are for dealing with something many people do not.

you clearly see yourself in a very negative way right now, but I really encourage you to take small steps towards a better self-esteem in your everyday life. not for others, but for yourself and so you can find inner peace. I suggest finding small tasks and hobbies that help you relax and make you feel good — it doesn’t even have to be something you’re particularly good at. just something you can do everyday and that helps you get through the day without much negativity plaguing your mind. it might not seem like a lot right now but I promise it does wonders. just.. do things that make you feel better, both mentally and physically, and slowly but surely they will help you see life in a better light. it doesn’t even matter if you don’t have a real purpose right now (not many people do, believe me) because that’s something you will discover along the way.

just remember that you are not your illness, and that even though it feels like it has completely taken over your life, there are ways of enjoying life and finding some joy in your surroundings, even if your struggles won’t let you see it. try and be someone you would be proud of. you just need to find those little moments and hold tight onto them ❤️

[merhcy]

Do you have any friends on here? If so, who?

I actually have quite a few friends on here, some I wish I could talk to more and some I talk to all the time, like @stuphid, other cool people are @nudisth and @mimohsa; so many others

[tomhoppusdelonge]

I want to arm wrestle with you (this is a sext)

I want to stare into your eyes the whole time we do (return sext)

[sevensfantasia]

you wrote on twitter about krista. wat happened?

A bunch of Bettel and Altare fans on one of the sites for vtubers want/wanted to turn her in to Bamco because of her using the corpo account to "whore around." (their words, not mine).

A lot of Altare fans were very, very upset because of her behavior in his chat during his bday stream, saying shit like she was being an "attention whore" and "trying to take the spotlight off Altare."

There's a small, but vocal, group of Bettel fans who are upset with her and Bettel because "instead of talking to fans, his attention just goes to the corpo account."

Some, and I kinda agree with this one, want her to just use a personal account that isn't linked to Bamco so she can fangirl all she wants and not get shit on for using the corpo account for it. Some people are saying she is using the Bamco account to "flirt with Bettel."

But a lot of fans either were going to or did go to Cover about her about "using her professional job to try to forge personal ties to the boys, mainly Altare and Bettel."

Some of the vocal minority of Altare/Starmin/Bettel fans also have either sent death threats or wished death on her.

I honestly don't care one way or another, because I blocked her ages ago because she was kinda being annoying in Bettel's chat lmao. But also I feel brand accounts try too hard and I end up blocking a lot of them on different sites I'm on.