LEAVING ♡
I started this blog back in 2023, but didn’t start posting until 2024. and when I had started posting, the sole intention for this blog was for it to be my glow up diary. documentation of my own glow up journey, the routines and tips I’d personally follow, as well as advice I could give, that was what I mainly had in mind.
I’m not sure if my blog truly ever served that purpose. I have so many posts in my drafts dating from 2024, meant for when my own personal glow up was ready to begin, but I don’t think this blog has ever publicly been a glow up diary. and now in 2026, I’ve finally stopped wrestling with the fact I’ve been struggling to accept since last year. I don’t actually need a glow up diary anymore.
I’ve been disconnected from both the reason why I’d created this blog and from the posts I’ve been making. I’ve been posting whatever self improvement related posts I can and that’s been fun to do, but this blog feels so aimless. it doesn’t feel like there’s a purpose or reason for these posts. while they’re really fun to make I again js feel disconnected from them. in the back of my mind I knew I was only posting these until I gained back the passion to make posts that aligned with my actual intent for this blog.
so, since I’ve grown out of the only reason I had this blog, it’s time for me to leave. I wanna say that I’m not giving up on my glow up journey, this is just me realizing that I don’t really need it (don’t be discouraged by this post!) maybe I’ll post my drafts + reblog some of my favorite self improvement posts I’ve found on here, and if any of u have any advice related questions u wanna drop in my inbox I might answer, then after that it’ll be goodbye!
- messyoungie
