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Chapter 23 : Time Heals .

Brielle's POV

Beep. Beep. Beep.

I could hear the faint beep of the monitor as I tried to open my eyes. As they slowly started to open, the dim light above me hit me like a Mac truck.

" uggggh, turn the lights off. " I groaned, rubbing them to focus. I looked out around the room and was surprised that it was full. My mother was asleep in one chair, Kells, Justice, Harmony,and Casie shared the couch while Slim slept on the floor with Daniel on his chest along with Dre, Slim, Irv, Ash and Xplo. I could feel tears slide down my cheeks as I looked at my family and I wondered what they would be without me. I felt an overwhelming shadow of guilt wash over me as I buried my head into my knees and sobbed.

" Brielle? " I heard Justice whisper. I snapped my head up and in a split second she was in the bed with me hugging my tight.

" I'm sorry Justice! " I cried repeatedly in her arms.

" It's okay. I love you so much, don't you ever do that to me again! " she said shakily, burying her face in my hair. She rocked back and forth, soothing not only me, but herself. I could feel her heartbeat echo throughout her chest as she silently cried. I had finally realized that the choices I had made not only harmed me, but the ones I loved. But no matter what I had done, they still loved me to death...

Slim's POV

" Slim." I heard my name echo in my head. " Slim. " The voice got quieter and choked up, causing me to sit up. Daniel wiggled fussily as I sat him in Brielle's mom's lap and stood up, stretching.

" Brielle? " I froze, staring at the bed. I felt my heart melt as I wrapped my arms around her. Justice kissed her forehead and rubbed my back before getting out of the bed and going back to her place on the couch with Kells and the girls. I climbed in the bed with Brielle, making sure not to mess with her IV. I ran my fingers through her hair as she whimpered on my chest.

" Baby, I'm so sorr- "

" Shhh. " I silenced her, and held her until she fell asleep, falling soon after.

The next morning ...

" Dada! " I heard a little voice yell followed by a tug at my shoestrings. I sat up and noticed Daniel trying his hardest to climb into the bed. With one arm, I lifted him into my lap.

" Mommy? " He looked up at me with a frown.

" Mommy's sleeping right now, little man. Let's go get some food. " I whispered, rubbing his back. He smiled and hugged my neck as I stood up and put both of our coats on.

By the time we got back everyone was up and talking.

" Breakfast is here! " I yelled, passing around McDonald bags. Everyone thanked me as they dug into their food. I went to sit next to Brielle, who was getting her feeding tube put in since her throat was still sore from her breathing tube.

" You okay? " I asked, watching Daniel play with his cousins. She nodded and laid back, rubbing my hand.

" You know you going to rehab right? " I asked, not taking my eyes off of her. I could feel Brielle's wide eyes burning a hole in the side of my cheek.

" 14 weeks. " I paused. " You leave on Monday. I'm not gonna have a drugged up heroine fiend as a baby momma so you gone get this shit over with. "  

I turned towards Brielle and met her tear filled gaze. Everyone knew she was sick, but the only one who knew she was using for 2 years was her. She was high as a kite when she had slept with Kells and even higher when Justice smacked her ass down. But 2 years was too fucking long.  This shit ends now...

Justice's POV

I was glad when Slim asked me to help him put Brielle in rehab. Even though she had hurt me, that was my sister, and I was gonna hold her down & do anything for her no matter what.  Just then Kells' phone went off.

" Baby, get that for me, your daughters are attacking me! " He yelled wrestling with Casie and Harmony. I laughed and checked his texts.

Rachel : Had a great time with you last month. Had an even better night ;) Call me xoxoxoxo

I slowly locked the phone back and set in on the table, feeling the anger boil from deep inside of me. I got up and walked out to get some air. I saw red as I walked out of the room, accidentally walking into a tall brunette.

" Oh shit, my bad. " I said.

" No it's okay." She smiled. " Actually I need some help. "

" Okay. " I chuckled.

" I'm looking for MGK. His friend is in the hospital and I heard he was here. I need to talk to him. He hasn't called me in a while." She smiled. 

" About what? If you don't mind me asking. " I asked. folding my arms and plastering a smile on my face. She proceeded to tell me about the lusty nightcap he had and how long they had sex and how good he was.

" Well, that sounds ..... great. " I said, my smile fading. " Follow me, I'll take you to him. " I led her back to the room where everyone was.

" Hey, Kells. " I walked in, Rachel following close behind me. Everyone froze, including Kells, who looked like a deer in headlights as his face turned bright red. " I saw Rachel out in the hall and she was looking for you, so I led her to you. 

" Aww shit. " I heard Dre whisper.

" Harmony, Casie. Come put your coats on! " I yelled, causing the girls to run towards me. I hurried and zipped my coat up, lifted Harmony onto my hip and walked out.

" Justice, wait! " I heard Richard yell, but I had no energy left to fight with him.

" Kells! " Rachel yelled, grabbing his arm, but he slipped on his hoodie and ran after me.

I buckled Harmony and Casie into their carseats then walked around to the driver's side and slammed the door, breaking down into tears. I was tired of the excuses. Tired of the lies. Tired of the hurt and pain. I was done. It was over this time.

" Justice! " I could here Richard yell as he ran up to the car.

" Daddy! " Both girls exclaimed.

" Richard, get away from my car!!!! " I screamed, as he tried to yank the door open.

" Let me the fuck in! " He growled, yanking on the door again. I started the car and put it in reverse, causing Richard to fall. I put the car in drive and sped off, leaving Richard in a cloud of snow and lost love. What we had had died from being stomped on so many times. I had to move on and today was the day...

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Chapter Fourteen : Taken

Brielle’s POV Where the hell is Justice? I thought as I listened to her phone go straight to voicemail. Ever since Richard threw her out, no one has heard from her. I’m starting to get worried because even if she’s pissed at me, she always calls. Everyone in the house is starting to notice Justice’s absence except one person, Richard. It’s like he doesn’t even care. I need to go look for her. I grab my jacket and go downstairs towards the door when I’m stopped. ” Brielle, hold on. ” Ashley jumps up. ” Where you going? “ ” I gotta go find Justice, her phone keeps going to voicemail and she’s not answering any of my texts so I’m going to check on her.” I said, opening the door. ” Let me come with you. “ ” Okay let’s go ” I demanded. ” Dub, watch the baby. Okay? ” I yelled out. ” I got you. ” He waved us off, and we got in the car and drove off. We drove down the block to Justice’s and pulled up in front of the house when Ashley pointed something out. ” Oh my god, the door’s open! ” Ashley screamed, jumping out of the car and racing inside. I put the car in park and ran after her. When we got into the house we noticed that it was just as cold as outside.  ” The door must’ve been open all night. ” Ashley whispered. We looked around and noticed that nothing was stolen, but Justice’s phone and clothes were scattered all over the floor. I picked up her phone and noticed that the screen was cracked and it was dead. I plugged her phone up and waited for it to turn on. As Ashley walked through the house, yelling for Justice, I skimmed through her phone and found an outgoing call to my phone this morning. 5 minutes? I thought. I quickly picked up my phone and noticed the voicemail notification on the screen.I played the voicemail on speaker. If you’re just now hearing this, then you must have made it to Justice’s house. The voice started. As you can see her phone’s in pretty bad condition, for a small girl Justice always was a fighter. And every day for the past year, she has made my life a living hell. So, with the help of a very familiar friend, I will make her a living hell also. I might even take it away. Hahaha. If you want Justice back, she gonna be where the rest of Richard’s shit is. Happy looking. Brielle HELP ME!  Click. I sat there in shock with my mouth open. I looked up at Ashley who looked down at me and we both stared at the phone. I played the message over and Ashley scribbled down the number that the message came from. We quickly ran out of the door and drove back to the house.  When we returned home, we stormed up the stairs into Richard’s room. We burst into the room, grabbed his blackberry, and typed the number into his phone. No luck. There weren’t any numbers like that in Richard’s phone. ” What the fuck is wrong with y’all mufuckas? ” Richard scowled, snatching his phone. ” Someone took Justice. ” I broke down crying. ” What? ” He yelled. ” We went to Justice’s a-and her stuff was on the floor and w-we tri-ied looking for her and then there was that voicemail! ” Ashley stuttered. ” What voicemail?! ” All of a sudden everyone’s focus rained down on my phone when I managed to play the voicemail again. Now, the whole house was standing around my phone, listening. Once the voicemail ended , you could feel the fear and anger that circulated in the room. Everyone looked at Richard who was a beet red and shaking. All of a sudden, he punched the wall and collapsed on his bed. ” It’s all my fucking fault! ” He screamed.” If I wouldn’t have kicked her out, she wouldn’t be missing! “ We all just sat there, wondering where she could be & if she’s okay. Then it hit me.  ” Fuck! ” I screamed. ” Check her phone, we never checked her phone! ” Ashley grabbed the phone out of her pocket and typed the number in. ” What does it say, Ashley? ” I inquired. ” Alabama? ” Ashley said, confused. ” Michael. ” I whispered. ” Wait, I know you not talking about that country long haired mufucka we saw at the club? ” Dub laughed. ” He’s the only mufucka from Alabama that we know of! ” Richard scowled. ” Do you know where this mufucka stay at? ” Richard asked with his head down. ” No, I don’t ” I started. ” Call the number, Richard. “ I handed him the phone and he put it to his ear. It rang a few times before someone answered but by the look on his face I could tell he didn’t like what he heard. He sat the phone down and walked out of the room. Ashley picked up the phone and put it to her ear and listened. She put the phone on speaker for everyone to hear and what we heard was startling. It was not only Michael, but Richard’s baby mom. They were talking about Justice and what they planned to do with her body. You could hear her screaming in the background and Casie talking. ” Casie! ” Ashley whispered. ” Auntie Ashley? ” Casie whispered back. ” Hi Auntie! I miss you! “ ” I miss you more, baby. Where are you? ” Ashley asked. ” Me and Mommy and Mr. Mike are at the big room where daddy put his stuff. ” Casie giggled. ” The storage unit? ” Ashley jumped up. ” Yeah! That’s it! ” she squealed. ” Casie who are you talking to? ” We heard her mom ask. There was some rustling. ” Who is this? “ Ashley looked at the phone, got up and left. We all got up and followed her out the door. Where ever Justice was, we had to find her. Justice’s POV  If this bitch hits me one more time, I swear I’m going to kill that hoe. I’ve been laying here for the past 8 hours, getting my ass beat for no reason. I’m so pissed that that bitch made me drop my phone while I was trying to run. Now I’ve been laying on my side for about 3 hours now,and even though my ear’s filled with blood, I could hear Casie talking to someone on the phone.  ” Hi Auntie Ashley! “ Casie said. Tell her where we are Casie!  ” Me and Mommy and Mr. Mi- “ ” Ready for round two? ” Michael snarled.  I stared at him hard through glassy tears as he picked up his Alabama Slammer and rubbed my blood off of it before ramming the front on it into my abdomen. I screamed and coughed until blood shot out from behind the duct tape covering my mouth. Michael ripped the tape off of my mouth and blood trickled down my cheek. He lifted the bat and continued to beat me until I threw up all over the floor.  ” You fucking thought you could just fuck me and run home to your boyfriend like nothing happened? He screaming, landing another blow to my abdomen. ” Michael, please stop it. ” I cried.” I can’t take this anymore, please. ” I begged, crying. Instead of stopping, he continued to wail on me harder until baby moms walked into the room. ” Michael. That’s enough. ” she demanded. ” This bitch is about to die. “ ” How’s it feel, Justice? “ she sneered. ” How it feel to be treated like dirt? “  ” F-fuck you, bitch! ” I managed to spit out. I can feel myself starting to get weaker and weaker.  She nodded to Michael who landed another blow , this time, directly on top of my rib. ” Aaaaahhhhh!!!! ” I was now crying so hard, I couldn’t breath. Baby moms grabbed me by my hair and snatched me up until I was eye-level. ” Get your ass up and answer me! ” she screamed. ” I said how does it feel? All this time you’ve been playing the perfect girlfriend with Richard, and you’ve been throwing it all in my face and now you’re here. ” she laughed hard in my face. ” Bitch, Richard doesn’t even love your stupid ass! ” I screamed. ” And it sad that you actually gave him a child and he STILL doesn’t love you! How naive, bitch! ” We traded facial expressions and now I sported a bloody smile while her frown got deeper and deeper. ” You know what? Michael, it’s time for this bitch to go. Finish her ass so we can leave, baby, ” As soon as she shoved me back onto the floor, Michael started hitting me repeatedly until I felt my rib crack and collapse. As time passed, and he kept beating, I could feel my heart slow down. All of a sudden he stopped and turned around. I struggled to listen but all I could hear is gunshots and Casie screaming ” Daddy! ” I mustered up as much energy and oxygen as I possibly could and screamed his name. ” Richard!!!! ” I cried. I could hear someone run through the door, it was Brielle and she was screaming my name. I tried to scream again but I could feel my lung fill up with blood. She flipped on the light and what she saw looked like something out of our favorite horror movies. There was blood everywhere, all over the floor, walls, and all over Michael. She quickly raised her gun and aimed it at Michael before shooting him one time in the knee. He screamed, and fell to the ground as she ran over to me. I felt so relieved to see her but I was too weak to move. ” Justice, baby. Are you okay? ” Brielle asked, choking on her tears. I could feel myself slipping away and I just looked up at the ceiling. ” No Justice look at me. We’re gonna get you to a hospital, okay? ” she asked crying hysterically. ” Richard, Slim! She’s over here! “ Slim was the first one to rush into the unit. He stopped dead in his tracks when he saw me laying in Brielle’s arms. ” Don’t just stand there, please help her! ” She cried. Slim gently hoisted me into his arms and walked towards the door. When he came out, everyone was standing outside of the storage place waiting for me.  Slim. I mouthed, scratching at his shoulder. He looked at me and he could see in my eyes, that I didn’t have much time. He slowly slipped me into the car before, getting in and honking the horn for Brielle. She came running out of the unit and got into the backseat before Slim sped off to the hospital. ” Justice! Justice! ” she screamed. I heard her but the sound was muffled, and I couldn’t move to look at her. I just laid there and listened to my heartbeat as it got slower and slower and slo- Brielle’s POV ” Justice! Justice! ” I screamed, shaking her body. ” Slim hurry up! “ ” We’re almost there, it’s right down the street! ” He yelled back. ” Didn’t you hear that baby? We’re almost there, okay? ” I whispered, stroking her hair. As Slim pulled up to the hospital, I could hear him yell out of the window for help. Suddenly, there was a swarm of doctors outside the door. The door ripped open and there were hands everywhere. Two medics slowly lifted Justice out of the car and onto the bed before racing inside of the hospital. ” C’mon people, we’re losing her! ” I heard the doctor scream before wheeling Justice into surgery. I ran as far as I could before they got to the OR and the nurse told me I couldn’t come in. She walked with me and sat me in a seat before disappearing into the OR. 

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Chapter Thirteen : What's Done in the Dark...

Richard's POV

What the fuck is up with Justice? I thought as I carried her upstairs. She was quiet and distant as hell but I couldn't figure out why. That country mufucka must've scared her shitless. Shit, I would be too if some mufucka came in the girls' bathroom. I laid her down on the bed then left to take a shower to get my mind off of killing that mufucka. When I got out, Justice was fast asleep in my tee shirt. Since she had nothing on under it, I grabbed her by her ankles and slid her to the edge of my bed.

" Richard, stop. " she cried. I ignored her plea and spread her legs, wrapping my arms around her thighs. Just when I was about to dive in, this strange smell hit me in the face. Now, I know what my dick smells like and I know what she smells like but this smell was unrecognizable. I could feel my eyes turn red as I stood up and glared down at Justice. She had this terrified look on her face. I tried to think of the opportunities she could've had to cheat on me, but only one stuck out in my mind. The club.

" Did you fuck him? " I mumbled under my breath. She looked away and pulled down her shirt. 

" I said did you fuck him? " I screamed , slamming my fist into the bed. Justice was now up and running to the door when I yanked her by her shirt and threw her on the bed, she was crying so hard, she couldn't breathe. Fuck it, I don't give a fuck.

" You did, didn't you? " I said, my fists shaking violently.

" Baby I'm so sorry, I'm sorry. " she sobbed, reaching out for me.

" Nah, get the fuck out. " I said, grabbing her clothes and shoes off the floor. I lifted her up by her arm and dragged her out of my room door. She was begging and crying to stay but I couldn't stand to look at her knowing that she just fucked around on me less than 12 hours ago.

" Richard, no! " she screamed, collapsing to her knees. I lifted her up and over my shoulder and carried her with one arm and her shit in the other. She beat on my back and flailed her legs, catching everyone's attention, especially Brielle's.

" Richard, what the fuck? " Brielle screamed, hearing Justice cry. The house was fully awake now and wondering where all the screaming was coming from.

" Ya girl's a fuckin' cheater that's what! " I spat.

" Justice, what did you do? " She cried.

" She fucked her ex in that fuckin' club! " I said, causing Brielle's facial expression change from angry to disappointed. 

" Damn, Justice. " she whispered, letting Justice's hand go so I could walk downstairs.

" Richard, stop, baby please!!!! " Justice screamed the closer I got to the door. 

" Dub, open this fuckin' door! " My voice vibrating against the walls. Dub opened the door  and I stepped outside into the cold Cleveland night. I set Justice down in the grass and tossed her shit into the street.

" Richard, please baby. I'm sorry. " She cried, on her knees.

" We've been together over 12 months, Justice. 12 FUCKIN' MONTHS! " I screamed. " And the first ex that comes along, you open your legs for? Do you know how slutty that shit sounds? My old lady fuckin' some mufucka in the same damn club? Nah, I'm done. Fuck you and him. I hope yall have a happy fuckin' life. " I slammed the door in her face and stormed back upstairs into my room. I laid down on the bed and stared up at the ceiling. How could she fuckin' do that to me? I thought.  I leave her by herself for one fuckin' second and she goes and sleeps with another mufucka! My thoughts were interrupted by a voice out of my window screaming my name. Justice ran around the house to my window and started screaming. I jump up and slam the window. I stood and watched her scream before laying down in my bed , turning my phone off and falling asleep.

Justice's POV

I felt like dirt as I sat outside Richard's window. He was right, what I did was slutty but it wasn't enough to throw me out of the house with no clothes on. I stood up and walked back to the front of the house. I shivered as I picked up my clothes that were now cold and wet from the snow and started for my house. I called Richard's phone but it didn't ring, just went straight to Voicemail He must've turned it off. I then called Brielle, who was trying to feed a crying Daniel.

" Justice, why didn't you tell me you fucked Michael in that damn club?" Brielle screamed.

" I didn't want to tell anyone. " I screamed back, tears dripping on my shirt.

" How the fuck could you do that, Justice? That man came to your damn rescue thinkin' Michael harassed you when you was lettin' him fuck you! " Brielle said, rolling her neck.

Justice looked at the phone like it was broken and scoffed. " Who's fuckin' side are you on? " I screamed, causing neighborhood dogs to bark.

" Justice, who the fuck do you think? " She snapped. " Has Richard ever done something fucked up like this? " Silence. " I didn't think so. You were the person at fault here, Justice. You know I love you, but this shit is the ultimate fuck up. "

" Brielle, I said I was sorry. What the fuck? " I screamed.

" ' Sorry ' doesn't heal a broken heart, Justice. " She said solemnly. " Think about that. " 

Click.

I walked up the stairs to my house, opened the door and dropped my clothes before breaking down right in the doorway. I balled up with my knees to my chest and cried myself to sleep, right in the doorway.

* 12 hours later *

Knock. Knock. Knock.

My eyes fluttered open as I sat up on the floor. I felt a jolt of pain in my back from sleeping on the wooden floor as I rose to open the door. I unlocked the locks and was bumrushed by an unrecognizable force. I wasn't able to see who it was, I could just feel the crowbar thud on my back. I screamed for help which got me a hard hit to the head and total darkness. I wake up in a large storage unit with a dim light over my head. I was covered in blood and tied to a chair as I heard footsteps walking towards the door. I tried to scream, but my mouth was taped so I just wiggled around in the chair. The door opened, and the last bitch on my mind walks into the unit.

" Haha, you thought you could get rid of me. Well bitch, I'm going to get rid of you! "

Thump.

Darkness once again...

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Chapter Twelve : ' Bama Boy Nights .

* three months later *

Justice's POV

It's been a few months since Daniel's come home & he's gotten huge! He's so playful & energetic & everyone loves him so much. But because of Daniel , no one's been leaving the house that much. So we all decide to go to the club for some fun away from the baby. Me and Brielle have on these skin tight body dresses and matching pairs of Louboutin heels. She has her hair down her back in some messy curls while I decided to go with a sophisticated bun. As we put on our make up, I start to notice how opposite Brielle and I are. I choose bold red lipstick while she chooses subtle nude gloss. It's funny, but we couldn't fit more perfectly. 

" Justice! " she yelled, slapping me. I jumped out of my senses and back into reality.

" What, girl? " I yelled back.

" Are you ready? " She smiled, tugging on my arm.

" Yeah. " I smiled. " I'm ready. You don't even look like you had a baby  three months ago! " 

I spun Brielle around and examined her body. Her stomach was flat and her booty stuck out and she had lost her baby weight well. I was proud of the woman she had become. I grabbed her hand and we walked down the stairs together. Slim & Kells stood at the bottom waiting for us, & they looked just as sexy as they kissed us & left, leaving a sleeping Daniel with Ashley & Dub. 

We arrived at the club & skipped the whole line thanks to Kells' VIP passes. Brielle and I headed to the bar while Slim and Kells went to visit some friends. As soon as I sat down, the bartender sat two sparkly martinis down in front of me and Brielle.

" But we didn't order anything yet! " Brielle said.

" These are from that guy! " The bartender yelled, pointing at the tall dark shadow at the end of the bar.

Brielle and I picked up our martinis and looked towards the end of the bar. The dark figure moved a bit, then came into the colorful club lights. All of a sudden, I became cold, and I start shaking and tears started streaming down my face, catching Brielle's attention. She quickly starts patting my eyes, turning in the direction I was looking in. Her eyes got wide and she let out a gasp. She then grabbed me and ran towards the bathroom, once we got there she pulled me into a stall and locked it.

" I thought I got away from him! " I screamed. " Why won't he just leave me alone? " 

Brielle wiped my face and reapplied my makeup as we stepped out of the stall. I hear the door open behind me, and Brielle quickly puts her bag away and freezes. I turn around to face Michael, my ex-boyfriend who, at a time, I was deeply in love with. That was until he started cheating on me with groupies, and I dumped him. I didn't give a fuck if he was Yelawolf. 

" Hey Brielle. " He said, nodding his head.

" Hey Mike. " she said, stumbling towards the door. She snatched the door open and ran out, leaving me in the bathroom alone with him.

" Justice, Justice, Justice. " he licked his lips. " Damn, girl you done got fine on a kid. "

He wrapped his hands around my waist and buried his face in my neck as silent tears fell. I had been trying to get away from Michael since the day we broke up 2 years ago, but he's always followed me and found me somehow. 

" Baby, you thought you could hide from me, huh? " he said.

When I didn't answer quick enough, he grabbed my wrist and spun me around, grabbing my ass tight in the process. He kissed me sloppily and sucked on my neck until it hurt. I tried to push away but he hugged me tighter.

" Stop Michael, let me go! " I screamed.

" Baby, I love you. Why did you leave? " He slurred, I could tell now that he was drunk off his ass.

" Because you're a cheating bastard that's why! " I screamed, tears welling in my eyes. I could see his expression go from sad to angry as he released me.

" I said I was sorry for that! Damn, you keep bringing up old shit! " He punched the wall.

" Fuck you, that shit isn't old. And even if it was that doesn't make it any fucking better! " I cried.

He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close, his obvious erection rubbing the inside of my thigh.

" Baby, don't you miss me? " he whispered, kissing my ear. " Don't you miss daddy? " He backed me up into a stall, locking it and lifting me up against the wall. I heard his heavy belt unbuckle and his silver buckle hit the floor.

" Michael, no. " I cried.

" Why baby? " He kissed my neck.

" I have a boyfriend. " I pushed him away. " I can't do this. "

He ignored my plea and ripped the dental floss called " underwear " off me and started rubbing on my pink pearl. 

" Micha- oooh shit. "  As much as I didn't want to, I was getting turned on. He rubbed faster and faster, getting me closer and closer to oblivion until I couldn't hold on any longer. I came hard all over his fingers and his brushed them over my lips before licking all my juices off of them. He stroked his dick and thrusted inside me hard, making my legs shake.

" Stop, Michael no. " I moaned. He thrusted harder and harder the more I told him to stop until he paused.

" You still want me to stop? " He asked, between thrusts.

" D-don't stop, don't stop. " I moaned, grinding on his dick.

He put my legs in each of his arms, pounding deep, hitting every spot inside me.

" Damn baby, I miss this pussy. So fucking tight and warm. " He ground his hips into mine, burying himself deep inside me. I couldn't even move because it felt so damn good, even though I knew in my mind it was terribly wrong. I dug my nails into his shoulders and bit his neck as I felt another orgasm stirring inside of my stomach. My moans and his groans got louder as we came closer, until I screamed and came for the second time in a row. He let me down on the floor and turned me towards the wall and grabbed my hands behind my back. He placed his dick right out side my opening before shoving it deep in one thrust, making my knees give in. He wrapped one arm around me keeping me up as he continued to fuck me.

" Shiiiiiiit, this feels so fucking good. " He moaned. " Damn baby. "

I could feel he was about to come, his dick was throbbing hard inside me. His groans became deeper and louder as he pulled out of me and came all over the floor beneath us. I could feel myself tearing up as I pulled my dress down. I just cheated on Richard and I felt so dirty and wrong. So many thoughts ran through my mind as I ran out of the stall, out of the bathroom and right into Richard's chest. I broke down and cried in his arms as he hugged me tight. 

" It's okay baby, I'm here now. " he whispered. " Yo, let's get the fuck outta here! " We all made our way out the door and to the car when a car pulled up beside us. The window came down and Michael stuck his head out of the window.

" Justice, I'll see you around baby. " He smiled. His smile quickly faded when Slim pulled out a gun and pointed it between Michael's eyes.

" Keep it moving, country ass mufucka! " he yelled.

Michael sped off, leaving nothing but a trail of dust. We all climbed into the van and pulled off. I laid down in Richard's lap as he undid and ran his fingers through my hair. I closed my eyes and thought about telling him about me and Michael. I was going to tell him, not now but soon. But I was terrified of what he might say. I couldn't clear my head so I just laid there and cried the whole way home....

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Just giving yall a little smut in your life! This is basically a turning point in the story. Things are starting to get a little more interesting so be on the lookout for chapter thirteen. And let me make this as clear as possible. Everything in this chapter is PURELY FICTIONAL. None of this is true!!!! Ok bye. Enjoy, oh, & Lace the fuck up ya bitch !!!!

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Chapter Eleven : The Return .

Slim's POV

Where the fuck am I? I thought as the lights above me flash one by one. My ribs hurt and it hurts to breathe. All I remember is that car hitting us & then everything went black. Someone was screaming my name but the voice, the sounds of the ambulance, and my heartbeat started to melt together into one. Now I'm here. I can feel theses doctors pressing and prodding on my ribs. But I can't hear them, all I hear is my heartbeat get slower and slower. Damn, I'm sleepy. I closed my eyes right when a doctor screams " We're losing him!!! " But by the time I could open my eyes, it was dark....

  Brielle's POV

I gotta tell my mom I love her because I know she had to go through this shit when she had me. As I get wheeled into the hospital, I look up and I'm surrounded by family, which comforts me, but nothing could help these horrible pains in my stomach and back. As another contraction hit, I gripped Justice's hand until it turned a light blue.

" Brielle, owwwwwww! " she screamed.

" I'm sorry " I cried. " It hurts so bad! "

They wheeled me into a large room with a huge bed and it took Richard, the doctor, and Dre to lift my ass onto the bed.

" Damn, my back! " Richard whined over dramatically

" That's because you're literally a goddamn toothpick! " I screamed, feeling another contraction hit. I grabbed Richard's hand and before he could pull away, I had tightened my grip so he couldn't move. He was on his knees besides the bed yanking at his wrist. I shoved his hand away and he collapsed on his back and just laid there.

" Baby, get up! " Justice laughed, almost choking.

" Man that shit ain't funny. I think my hand's broken! "

" Or just a little sprained. " The doctor chuckled while hooking me up to the heart monitor. I noticed Daniel's been kicking me since we got to the hospital, he must notice Slim's gone. 

" Hey, Richard can you go see about Slim. Daniel keeps bothering me about him. " I asked.

" Dre left already to see. " He growled. Speaking of the devil, Dre rushed in, breathing heavy and shaking his head..

" Yo Dre, what did they say? " Richard yelled.

" They said the bullet missed his heart but it broke his rib and the rib punctured his lung. They said it was tiny, so they took him to surgery to sew his lung up and fix his rib, but he's still in critical condition. The doctor said they damn near lost him on the way in here, said his heart stopped, had to break out the damn defibrillator. " He said in one breath.

I could tell Daniel was listening, he stopped kicking and was still. The doctor gave me some epidural and I laid back and closed my eyes.

* 12 hours later *

I woke up to a sharp pain in my lower back, I looked up at the clock. 7:25 am. I raised my arms and stretched, causing the pain to grow. I pressed the call button next to me, and second later the doctor walked in.

" I was just on my way to see you, Ms. Hernandez. " he smiled. He put on some gloves and checked my cervix for dilation.

" Have you been feeling some discomfort lately? " he asked.

" Yeah, as soon as I woke up, actually. That's why I called you. " I chuckled.

" Well I must be a mind-reader. " he laughed. " You're fully dilated, Brielle. Ready to push? " he asked.

" Doc, I've been ready for the past 9 months! " I slurred.

" Okay well you get everyone up and ready and I have to go get your special guest. " the doctor winked. I tilted my head and wondered who he could be talking about. I brushed it off and started calling everyone's name for them to wake up. About five minutes later, everyone was up and ready for Daniel when the doctor wheeled someone in. Ash stood aside and I nearly lost it when I saw Slim. He looked drowsy from the anesthesia, but he managed to smile at me and hold my hand. He couldn't stand yet because his ribs were tender and it hurt him to move, but as long as he was here, I didn't give a damn. Richard lifted one leg and Ash lifted another and I started pushing.

18 pushes and 3 tugs later, he was here. At 10 lbs., 4 oz and 16 inches, he was perfect. He looked exactly like Slim, but he had my ears. Now everyone was surrounding me, even Casie came in to sneak a peek and steal a kiss from Daniel. As everyone " awwed ", cried and hugged each other, I passed Daniel to Slim, who kissed his forehead. Daniel's eyes suddenly opened and he wrapped his tiny hand around Slim's long skinny finger.

A couple hours later, after everyone held Daniel and took millions of pictures, it was time for Daniel's first bath. they put his tub on a tray and Slim was able to wash him and dress him in a limited edition Lace Up onesie and a pair of Converse socks, courtesy of Uncle Kells. Slim posted a picture of Daniel's outfit on twitter and handed me the phone to read the caption. Just finished dressing my little man. Shout out to my brother Kells for the fly outfit. I remember almost 2 years ago he had Casie, and now I got Daniel.Just call me Father Rage. Lace Up. I smiled at the caption and kissed Slim's forehead as he laid down with Daniel who was spread out on his chest, fast asleep. I curled up in the hospital bed next to Slim and fell asleep.

Slim's POV

My life is perfect now. I got my life, my girl, my brothers, and my son. I feel so damn blessed because I know I was supposed to die on the table, I know I was. Now I'm laying with my girl and my son and I'm alive. Growing up, I've always had a shitty hand in life. But God heard our prayers and answered them. I kissed Brielle's forehead and slipped from under her. I tried to lay Daniel down in his crib so I could use the bathroom but he started crying every time I put him down. Goddamnit, he's a daddy's boy. I chuckled as I carried him with me to the bathroom, holding him in one hand and taking a piss with the other. 

" Mufucka, is you that damn attached? " I jumped and turned around pulling up my shorts. Kells was standing there, his tall frame leaning against the door frame.

" Naw, he cries every time I put him down. " I laughed. I walked to the door and Kells reached for Daniel, cradling him in his heavily tattooed arms. Daniel wiggled, but he stayed asleep. I took a deep sigh of relief as Kells went and sat down in a rocking chair. I finished taking a piss, washed my hands and sat in the chair across from him. He handed Daniel back to me and crossed his arms.

" Mufucka, if anyone told me my brother would have a baby right now, I would've laughed dead in their face. " He started. " I can't believe it man. We're both dads. Damn, it wasn't long ago that we had graduated and now we in the hospital for the second rager baby. " He emphasized, holding up two fingers. " But look, we gone have to slow down on being crazy, mufucka. You got a baby now, we can't be out here running the streets that much. Well, just until Daniel turns like, two then it's cool.  But I just want you to be the best damn dad you can be! But I ain't worried about you, you got this mufucka! " I smiled, and gave him a one armed hug, careful not to drop Daniel. " And one more thing. " He stopped. " Why Daniel got a Mexican ass name? " I busted out laughing. "Damn, this boy black with the last name Hernandez." 

" He'll be an Allen soon. " I smiled. " Just like Daddy and Uncle Dub. " 

" Well let me get my ass outta here, a mufucka tired. Y'all get released tomorrow, right? " Kells yawned.

" Yeah. "

" Alright, I'll holla you tomorrow then. " He waved. " Aye, B. "

" Wassup? " I looked.

" I love you, mufucka. " 

" I love your gay ass too. " I laughed, as he walked out

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Chapter Nine : The Return

Justice POV It’s been a couple of days since the incident with Slim and I haven’t spoken to any of the EST family. That day when we came back from Richard’s concert, Slim tried to beg for my forgiveness but I wouldn’t take so I left, with Brielle right behind me. Now we’re sitting at my house, with all the lights off eating ice cream, drinking Jack Daniel’s and crying. Brielle & I were crying for the same reason. I missed Richard. She missed Slim. I really wasn’t upset at the fact that Slim hitting me but I was mad at the fact that everyone knew and no one told me. I felt so betrayed and hurt, especially by people I’ve gotten close to over the past couple of months. I want to know why? Why didn’t anyone tell me? 3 hours went by and Brielle was fast asleep when I got up & started putting my clothes. ” Brielle, get dressed. ” I mumbled. ” What? ” She moaned, rubbing her sleepy eyes. She sat up and turned on the lamp. With big eyes she stared me up and down with her jaw dropped. ” What? What’s wrong? I asked, facing my mirror. I gasped as I looked at the ghost that appeared before me. She was pale, with tired eyes, small slits for lips and a large faded bruise on her face. She was noticeably smaller, and her hair was strewn all over her face and shoulders. It took me a while to realize that that girl was me. I finally broke down and collapsed  Brielle caught me and held me in her arms as my shoulders shook uncontrollably and I bawled into her shirt. She helped me up, took me to the bathroom and sat me on the toilet seat as she ran the shower before she left the room. I sat there in a trance. Letting the steam to fill my lungs I thought about what happened that day in the bathroom and how it reminded me of my own father. The man who raped me throughout my childhood years. He would always come into my room and lay in my bed or would sit in the bathtub with me & my sister. He scarred me permanently, emotionally and physically.  I thought that all men would be like my father, dirty and perverted… but not Richard. And ultimately not Slim. Well not intentionally…… Brielle’s POV I made sure Justice couldn’t hear me as I snuck back into her room, picked up her phone and called Richard. I sat and listened as the phone rang. Hello. He answered. ” Hey Richard.” I whispered. “It’s Brielle.” Oh wassup, Lady Slim. You looking for him? ” Not right now, I need you.” I responded. Whoa, Brielle you know I’m wi- ” No, you idiot!” I whispered loudly. ” I need you to help Justice, she looked so drained and sick. All she’s been eating is ice cream and her body is probably dehydrated. I need you and the family to come over help her. Help her understand Slim and his problem.” I listened, anticipating his answered as the other side of the phone went quiet, A few seconds later Richard came back. We’ll be over there in 10. He answered.  ” Thanks. ” I cried, ” Brielle?!” I heard Justice call out. I ended the call, deleted the call log, and rushed back into the restroom with towels in my hand.  Richard’s POV After I got off the phone with Brielle, I gathered the whole EST family and left to Justice’s house. So many damn thoughts ran through my mind as I replayed me & Brielle’s phone call. What did she mean by “she looked sick”? What was wrong with Justice? After stopping by the store and getting some munchies, Gatorade. and Justice’s favorite fast food, Checkers, we finally made it to Justice’s. I bolted through the door and into Justice’s bedroom. She was sitting up in to bed with Brielle rubbing her back, she raised her head and looked up at me with tears in her eyes. Without warning, she springs out of the bed and into my arms. I hold her tight as she breaks down and everyone leaves the room and goes downstairs. " Why? ” She cried. ” Why didn’t you tell me about Slim? “  ” Baby I didn’t want to scare you away.” I started, swallowing the largest lump in my throat. ” If I told about him you would’ve thought he was some fuckin’ abuser. I’m sorry. ” We stood there in each other’s arms until Ashley called out for us to eat. ” Hey if you want to eat you better come now because Dub & Dre are eating everything!”  “Fuckin’ fat asses, man!” I growled. Justice giggled and sniffled and I kissed her forehead as we walked into the kitchen. We walk in to see Dre with a burger in one hand and his face stuffed with french fries. ” I thought y’all got this for me! ” Justice whined. Dre pulled a few wet fries out of his mouth and pointed them at her. ” Here, crybaby! ” He spat. Ashley pushed him out of the way and handed Justice a bag of food and a milkshake. ” Thanks, Ash. ” she smiled weakly. ” It’s okay. ” She smiled back. ” That’s what EST family is for. “ Justice smiled and her gaze traveled over to the quietest person in the room. Her smile soon faded as her eyes fell on Slim. He sat in the corner and watched everyone laugh and eat. You could tell his eyes were begging for forgiveness then way he rubbed him now and then. Justice slowly walked over to Slim and pulled up a chair in front of him. Slim looked up at her and then away to keep tears from falling from his eyes.  ” I’m so sorry Justice. ” He trembled. ” I didn’t mean anything I said, I swear to god I didn’t mean it! ” Slim was now crying and Justice had his head on her shoulder and was holding him like a big baby. Damn, I ain’t never seen my brother like that before and it hurt seeing him like that. Justice just held him, she didn’t talk or cry.She just held him. ” I forgive you, Slim. ” she whispered to him softly. ” I forgive you. “ * Three months later * Justice’s POV Things have been going pretty well since I forgave Slim 3 months ago. We get along much better and he’s doing good at managing how much he drinks. His relationship with Brielle has also gotten a whole lot closer if you know what I mean. Me & Richard’s relationship is amazing too. Everyone loves to see us together at concerts, raging as a couple. Of course all his fangirls are hatin’ but it’s okay. I know my place & Richard knows where home is.  ” Babe! ” He yells, regaining my attention. ” What, Kells? ” That’s what I call him whenever he’s not at home. ” Where’s my sharpies?! ” He yells again. I throw the sharpies at him for screaming at me and storm off. He quickly catches up to me and shoves me up against the wall. ” Who the fuck you storming away from, mufucka? ” He said, gripping hard on my ass. ” Owwwww, stop! ” I cry, trying to pry his hands off my ass. He grips harder and starts kissing on my neck. He takes a deep breath into my hair and grinds my body on him. Mangoes. “” Yo, Kells! ” Dub yells from the stage. ” Stop trying to fuck and let’s tear this club down! “ Richard lets go of my ass, kisses me hard on the lips and walks out on stage just as ” What It Seems ” starts to play. I watch him as he smiles at me starts rapping the lyrics. Suddenly Brielle comes in through the back door of the club. She looked tired and run down. I quickly rushed over to her and sat her down before she collasped. ” Hey boo, are you okay? ” I asked rubbing her face to see if she had a fever. ” Justice, there’s something I need to tell you….” she began. I got nervous and my stomach started spinning as I anticipated what was gonna come out of her mouth next. ” What is it, Brielle? ” I asked looking into her eyes. ” I’m pregnant…… “ Oh my god.

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Chapter Six : What it Seems

Justice's POV

Crack! Oh my god. I thought as I readjusted my jaw. I can't believe that trick called me a groupie. I stared into the mirror and wiped my face with one of the handtowels. As I bent down to splash water on my red face, I felt a pair of skinny arms tangle around my waist. I jumped up fast to see Richard's blue eyes in the reflection.

" Hey. " he spoke quietly.

" Hey. "

" You okay? " He asked nodding towards my chin.

" Oh, I'm fine. " I answered. I rubbed my jaw as he rubbed my shoulders.

" You know you whooped her ass right? " he laughed. I laughed too and waved him off.

" Why didn't you tell me you were crazy like that? " he cried. My jaw dropped as I laughed and slapped his shoulder. 

" Oww. " I growled, rubbing my jaw.

" Here, let me help. " he said.

He turned me around and brought his body close to mine as he gripped my ass and started planting firm, but gentle kisses on my jaw. My tense atmosphere suddenly collapsed and I melted into his arms as he lifted and sat me on the counter. I felt my body temperature rise as his hands explored my body. 

" Wait, Richard. " I sighed.

He stepped back quickly with a startled look on his face.

" Am I hurting you? He asked with his hands in the air like he was under arrest. I giggled and pulled him closer.

" I just got into a fight, I didn't break anything. " I laughed. 

" So why'd you stop me? " he asked. I stared down at the ground and twiddled my fingers until he regained my attention.

" It's just that ..... I don't want to continue to have sex with you on such casual terms. "

" So ... you wanna be with me? " He asked, raising his eyebrows.

" I'm sorry, it's probably just my stupid girl emotions. " I went to get down from the counter but he was so close I couldn't move.

" Answer my question, Justice. " He said firmly, focusing his blue-eyed gaze on my facial expression.

"I do but you don't so I'll just leave. "

" No, I do.... I've been waiting for this moment for a long ass time. " he started. " Like I said last night, I've been crushing on you since 7th damn grade. I didn't say anything because I was skinny, corny, and extremely awkward. " I giggled as he continued. " Shit I still am skinny, corny, and awkward, I just cut my hair and got some tattoos. So I'm going to ask again, do you want to be with me? "

" Yes, I do. " I answered. " I really like you, Richard. But promise me something. "

" Wassup? "

" Promise me you won't let MGK change Richard, okay? " I begged.

" I pinky promise. " He locked his long skinny pinky around mine and shook his hand violently.

" Owww, okay damn. ": I whined.

He wrapped his his around my waist and we kissed passionately until someone banged on the door.

" Uhh , I don't know if y'all fuckin, but I gotta take a shit. " Dre's voice belted through the door. I twisted my face in disgust as Richard let me down from the counter. He opened the door and walked out, pulling me with him.

" Nasty ass! " I whispered. Dre blew me a kiss and went into the bathroom and locked the door.

  * three days later *

Richard's POV

I don't why but since me and Justice just serious, things have been easier for me. She does little shit for me like set my clothes out and irons my shirts. It's cute as hell, just like her. 

" Hey wassup, white boy? " said Dub as he walked in.

" Nothing, chillin, getting ready. " I answered. I was getting ready for a show at the Velvet Dog. One of my favorite spots.

" You planning on bringing some hoes home? " he asked. I knew he asked just to fuck with me but I was cool.

" Nah, Justice and Brielle are spending a night. " I answered.

" It seems like you really like this girl. I can tell. " Dub smiled. He knew me too well. Hell, this was my damn brother, he knows every-fucking-thing.

" Yeah, I do Dubs. But I don't want to fuck shit up between me and her. Ya know? I wanna take things slow with her. "

" Well be careful, muhfucka. " Dubs said, hugging me. " She's too damn fine for you to be fucking around on her! "

" Muhfucka, I got this! "

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Chapter 5 : The Morning After

Justice's POV

I can feel the sun's rays on my eyelids as I sit up in the bed and rub my eyes as I look around at the black walls covered in posters. Where the hell am I? I ask myself as I move to get out of the bed. As soon as I reach for my clothes scattered on the floor I'm hit with this horrible soreness that sent me flying to the floor. As soon as I fell, the door flew open and there stood Slim, naked. We both screamed and covered our eyes until Slim left. I quickly put on this Lace Up tee, my panties and a pair of Ethika boxers and stormed out of the room and straight into Brielle, who was only in a towel.

" Are you okay? " she said, getting up & helping me up.

" Where the hell are we? " I yelled.

" Can't you tell? " she answered, pointing to the shirt I had on. Then it hit me. Richard.

Brielle left to get dressed and I went downstairs to see Richard and Slim sitting around the table with Dub, Xplosive, Ash & Dre. I stopped in my footsteps as everyone's eyes turned towards me.

" Good Morning. " Ash spoke first.

" 'Morning "

Richard waved me over and I sat on his lap while he ate breakfast. 

Richard's POV 

Damn she's even sexier in the morning. I thought as I ate my lucky charms. Just the thought of her in my clothes is enough for me to pick her up and take her in my room for a repeat of last night. 

" Hey I'm going to get Casie. I'll be back. " Ash called.

" Can I meet her? " Justice asked, glowing with excitement.

" Sure " I smiled.

All of a sudden, my baby mother comes in with Casie on her hip. I glared at Ashley as she mouths " I tried to stop her. " and shrugs her shoulders.

" What the fuck are you doing here? " I ask.

" I called to say I was gonna bring Casie so Ash didn't have to drive, now I see you were to busy with your little groupie to answer! " she replied rolling her neck and pointing at Justice.

" Who the fuck you calling a groupie, trick?! " Justice screamed, getting in her face. Ashley quickly snatched Casie as my baby mother pushed Justice into the wall. 

" You, bitch! " she answered. In a flash, Justice was on the floor on top, slamming her fist into baby moms' jaw. She returned with a right hook that sent Justice's head into the wall, leaving a crack. Justice grabbed a fistful of her weave and started banging her head into the floor until she saw blood in the spot where her head was hitting. Dub grabbed Justice and lifted her into the air, sending baby moms' up on her feet. Justice kept landing blows to her head until Slim yanked baby moms' from Justice's death grip. As soon as they were apart, baby moms' left hooked Justice in her jaw. Crack! Justice quickly lunged at baby moms' sending her to the floor. She grabbed another handful of her hair and dragged baby moms' all the way outside into the street by her car.

" Next time you'll learn, stupid bitch! " she screamed storming back into the house. We all stared silently at the now bloodied Justice. 

" Damn. " Slim blurted. " You a killer forreal. "

She laughed along with us as she snapped her jaw back into place and went up the stairs to clean up.