#mi:zinger

[asyhana]

♞ -Zinger

Thoughts/opinions on....

♞ - Death

A brow raised at the question posed, her face a mixture of interest and confusion. “This sounds like a head shrink question.... ‘Miss Homicidal Maniac, what are your thoughts on death? Please be specific.’” She sighed and scratched her cheek. “But I suppose you mean in general but the truth is I don’t think about death in a general sense. I don’t question it or worry about what happens the light of life leaves someone’s eyes or where I’ll end up when it eventually comes for me. Its an inevitability I happen to choose as a pastime. Simple.”

[asyhana]

Headcanon - Zinger: Non-Allowed Items

Since Hana's admittance to Seoul Psychiatric, Zinger had been working a female nurse to basically be the Harley to her Joker in a way, sans the extreme homicidal tendencies. The relationship is mostly sexual but the nurse is indoctrinated to the point that she does anything Zinger asks, including procuring items residents aren't allowed to have but Zinger wants. This explains the amount of weapons and drugs and various other items (like random sex toys) Zinger has hidden away without anyone being the wiser.

[asyhana]

Jun - age 19. What things give you the most inspiration? Zinger - age 19. Any plans for your life at all? Koei - age 35. What's going through your mind right now?

Jun (19; ‘09-’10): Dude, what inspiration? I’m just trying to live life for now. I guess that’s inspiring. Getting the most out of each day.

Zinger (19; ‘05-’06): Plans for my life? You ask that like I’m about to become a responsible adult! Ha! So silly. I don’t make plans. Keeping Hana from knocking herself off is a good start tho.

Koei (35; ‘04-’05): My wife.

[asyhana]

HEADCANONS PLEASE. FROM EACH ALTER.

Athenais

When Athenais and Zinger were children, they would play this game. Athenais would sing Le Lion est Mort Ce Soir (The Lion Sleeps Tonight) and she’d have Zinger act it all out. But she knew that Zinger hated it only played along because she didn’t want to upset her.

Zinger

The whole reason Zinger initially ventured into drug sales was because of Hana’s pill addiction. Instead of Hana having to go off and get drugs from someone sketchy and end up having to owe them in some perverse way or something, she kept her supply pretty full so she never had to actually deal with drug dealers. Hana didn’t realize it since she was too out of it during that time because of school, her addiction, her abuse, and her trainee admittance to really care.

Koei

Koei avoids dealing with Athenais because the moment she appeared the second time around (after Hana’s second suicide attempt around age 15) his wife, Nabi, disappeared as an alter. He holds to this day that she had something to do with the alter’s disappearance and if is worried that if he is around her, he might harm her in some way and as this life is one of atonement, he would not allow himself to behave in such a manner.

Jun

After Jun and Minji’s fun with his real body, Jun got really into researching about what girl’s do for sex since he needed to know how to work with Hana’s body and he doesn’t want to end up disappointing Minji in any way even though she knows even less than him about it and honestly doesn’t care. But because of his little dive into research, Zinger got him a strap-on. But he refuses to wear, use, or look at it. Because the dildo attached is bigger than he is. And he feels like if he used it, it would be a total double lie (First lie, not his dick. Second lie, not his size). And Minji would know it.

Tiger Lily

Tiger Lily’s gender fluidity has more to do with the feelings that Hana had as a child while being abused than anything else. Hana would often wonder if she had been a boy instead of a girl if the painful stuff would have still happened and so when Tiger Lily was ultimately born and triggered, they didn’t have a set gender and would go back forth, a sort of subconscious experiment to determine of being a girl or a boy would have any affect on anything. But seeing how by this time the abuse had stopped, there was no way of knowing but Tiger Lily’s fluidity remained.

[asyhana]

Okay. Okay. I see what you did their. Okay. At least I've got Hana and Hanbyul already down. Now, I'm asking the alters. Regrets and resolutions?

The way you word things is very important to the mun. Remember that! ^^

Athenais

“Regrets and resolutions? C’est impossible. My regrets and my resolutions on mine alone to know, petit. But I commend you for trying!”

Zinger

“You know it’s kinda hard to regret something when everything you do is on purpose and even if regret was something I could express, I doubt I’d have them. What’s the point of regrets? To look back and go, ‘Man, I royally fucked that up. I wish I had done it differently.’ and then continue to whine and bitch and moan about that chance you never took. You know why I don’t regets? I’m a manic psychopath. All I do is take chances other bitches wouldn’t. And as for resolutions, I don’t have time for those. I make up shit as I go along. No need for a plan.”

Koei

“There are many things I regret in this life and my past life. My past life is full of things I now wish I had never done, never entertained. The life I lead now is the punishment for that life and those regrets. My resolution is to live this life I was sentenced to, to fulfill my atonement and, hopefully, be given the chance to walk freely in my next life to do things a better way.”

Jun

“I don’t think I have any regrets, you know? I don’t think I’ve done anything that I’d go, ‘Dude, that was messed up’ to. I know I don’t really think about the things I do but I give them a cursory, ‘Huh. This might have consequences.’ But, I can say I’ve recently resolved to be the best boyfriend I can, to help and be there for Minji any way I can. I don’t know how much time I’ll have with her or if there’s a chance I’d get to stay with her forever. But! And it’s a big ‘but’, I don’t want her to ever think I don’t love and care for her. There’s not much else I can do but be there for her and Hana. I’m not like the others, you know? I’m not special and I can’t defend them to the death and I’m kinda stupid if you haven’t noticed but that’s what I can do. Be there. So, I’m gonna do it.”

Tiger Lily

“We don’t know what a ‘regret’ is. That’s a new word!! Can you tell us? Please, please, please, please, pleaaaaaaaaase?!”

[asyhana]

headcannon)

Hana has at least three tattoos. One she got herself, one Zinger got, one Koei got. 

The one Hana got was the word “Amour”, in red calligraphy font right below her right hip bone after she broke it off with Daichi as a reminder of what she did to him, and now doubles as a reminder of what her problems have done to people she loved in life, like her parents.

The one Zinger got was closed devil wings, tinted with black and purple, that go all the way down the left and right sides of Hana’s back. 

The one Koei got was the kanji for the Seven Ways of the Bushido down Hana’s spine.

Will be edited with pics later.

[asyhana]

This ask from Minzy made me think of something so random Headcanon:

While Zinger broke Hana out, she got each of the alters their own phones, just so they weren't all using Hana's and confusing the shit out her. She let them all choose their own phones in a moment of civility since they were going to be stuck with them for a while. So, on the bedside table in Hana's room, there's a line of phones, each different and used by Hana or her alters.

Hana's: Samsung Galaxy S4

Zinger: Samsung Galaxy S5 mini (Gold)

Jun: Iphone 6 (Grey)

Koei: HTC ONE M7 (Zinger wouldn't allow him to get a brick and Jun had to teach him how to use it.)

Athenais: LG G3

[asyhana]

Zinger - besides Hana and her friends, have you ever felt the need to protect someone?

First of all, the friend has to be important to Hana and her well-being to get protection from me and that alone doesn't protect them me.

But I have. It it had nothing to do with emotions or feelings. But necesscity.