#michaelgudino

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michaelgudino replied to your photoset “I seriously don’t know how some of you can take such gorgeous selfies,...”

Looking handsome like always

Thank ya Michael! :*

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So what is troubling old man Aaron?

If I were to honestly answer this, it would be soooo many things to list. hah. So I’ll just list a few: The current state of the world, “the game” that is society, crappy ignorant people, assholes, religious extremists/fanatics, etc. I am troubled at the idea that I have to “contribute” to a society that in my heart I really do not support at all. This all saps my motivation to even attempt the stuff that is “deemed” important. Like an average job, a high education, and all that stuff. Not to forget the negative stuff I tend to think about myself when I begin to go down the road of comparing myself to other people. ( and not in a nice way ) That is a road I wish I could just all out cease to travel upon. It’s both a blessing and a curse to be in my head so much. I don’t vocalize my thoughts nearly enough. Often being too afraid to sometimes.

Despite all of that though, a part of me remains optimistic that sometime in the near future ( I hope ); We can turn things around and just make all of this seem like a really shitty dream that we have just woken up from. 

*raises glass* Here’s to small moves ( and hopefully some really good big ones too, in there. ) and hoping for a better world in the future.

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michaelgudino replied to your post: I look like a young kid without my bea...

How wierd that when you zoom out you also lose your shirt. :o

LOL yeah. That shirtless one was actually taken first, then I decided to put my shirt on.

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michaelgudino replied to your post: *sigh* Tumblr really needs to add a re...

There’s an extention on chrome that let’s you do that.

I just found it! :D This is sooo much better. Sweet jesus.

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This is where we are the same I distance myself when I'm not myself. Which often leaves people feeling like I don't care and I do I just "can't even" right now. lol When I'm feeling down I tend to try and help others so as to ignore my own feelings.

Indeed, and I completely understand. I will often ignore those feelings, or just over think the hell out of them. Giving more attention and care to other peoples feelings. I don’t voice my concerns and feelings very often at all, and it can lead to some negative days that just blow up out of nowhere.

Also, yes! Talking in third person gives a nice change in perspective sometimes, regarding ones self. heh.

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How is Aaron doing?

He is doing alright, for the most part. He has has some issues regarding emotions sometimes, and he can come off being very cold and distant. He’s in his head quite a bit and has a lot that he needs to do, but in turn, his head often gets in the way.

Talking in third person can be very fun sometimes. heh

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Thank you for the submission michaelgudino :D, that was my first submission I have received on here thus far!

Hope everyone is having a great Valentines Day.

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Happy Birthday Aaron!!🎉🎊🎁🎂🎈 Hope you have a lovely day and that's it's filled fun and good times. Dude. You're like, old. The big 24. You're as old in years as there are hours in a day. Oldy McOldguy. 👴

Thank you Michael!!! :D May your day be as well. 

Oh man, this is true… (I had not thought about that before) :o “Oldy McOldguy” though? I am not THAT old. :P heh. *hugs*