#midnighthugot

[empressgrey]

The pain you caused is one of the aches I never thought I’d have

[vincepatrickk]

The confluence of sad emotions.

I felt uneasy, because loving you is easy, and it is so cozy, but when I said I love you, you said sorry.

I felt worried, because you made me feel buried. I thought our love is splendid, but you left me with your things carried.

I felt terrified, because you are the one who said to fight, but you are the one who didn’t tried, now I suffered and cried.

I felt confused, after realizing I am used. when you got over from your past, I am amused, you said thank you and left my heart bruised.

Now, I feel hopeless, when we lose our closeness. I lost now all of my chances, of winning you back before I become breathless.

Now, I am hurt, because of all this time, I am never the first. Now that I am about to burst, my final wish is only to make things reversed.

Now, I am sad, because to you, I can’t be mad. All I want to say is thank you too for what we had, even if our friendship was ruined so bad.

And lastly now, I am alone, For I am blinded of you being my home. All I did is love you with all my own, but you're also just someone who had a heart hard as stone.

-v.sison

[probablyfaded]

Everything seems to be a little bit blurry It started from the day you left me If I could forget you, I’d do it in a hurry But that would be impossible, I’m sorry baby — A

[sleeplesstantan]

Don't resist yourself to fall asleep, that's the only kind of falling that is healthy for you.- XOXO self.

[sleeplesstantan]

Survey says that those people who sleep early has lesser possibility of composing 'hugots' than those who don't.

[sleeplesstantan]

You make my heart a ghost town after you painted it red.

Ghost town and cold hearts.

[sleeplesstantan]

Yung mga "buti na lang sinubukan" mas katangaptangap kesa sa mga "dapat pala".

Itulog mo na lang yan tantan.

[sugar-plum-princess-blog]

Afraid to try, again..

Paano nga ba nagsimula? Sa isang like? Isang favorite? Isang comment? Basta, bigla na lang nagkausap, naging madalas, nagkapalagayan ng loob, in short, naging close. Oo, close. Yung tipong simula paggising hanggang bago matulog, magkausap kayo. Tatanungin niya kung kumain ka na ba, kung nasaan ka, ano ginagawa mo, and the likes.. Nandyan na rin yung mga good morning and good night messages na nagpapabuo ng araw mo. Yes, masaya, nakakakilig, knowing na may isang taong nandyan na nag-aalala sayo, na laging nandyan para makausap mo.. Kaso ayan na, nalintikan na. Paunti-unti, hindi mo namamalayan, na-aattach na ka pala. ATTACHED. Yung feeling na hindi ka mapakali kapag hindi siya nagtetext sayo. Yung naiinis ka kapag yung mga bagay na ginagawa niya sayo, hindi na nya madalas gawin, kasi pucha nasanay ka eh. Sinanay ka niya.. And then, magfafade na.. Yung dating text messages niya sayo na minuminuto, naging once a day na lang. Hindi na sya nagrereply sayo. Hindi na siya nag-aalala sayo. Hindi ka na kasi mahalaga. O baka, in the first place, hindi ka naman talaga mahalaga.. Minsan mapapaisip ka, may iba na kaya siya? Baka naman busy lang talaga siya? Am I too clingy and annoying? O baka naman kasi, wala lang pala yun? Baka kasi.. NAG-ASSUME lang pala ako. Sa isang iglap, marerealize mong wala na. As in wala na.. Wala na siya. Bakit ganun? Parang paulit-ulit na lang eh. Kaya siguro takot kang mag-try ulit. Kasi baka maging ganun na naman. Kasi alam mong masakit.. Pinaasa ka nga ba o sadyang umasa ka? Sadyang mahirap kumapit sa ilusyong kung tawagin ay "tayo"..