#midnightthoughts journal

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Two charcoal colored balls that'll tell you a thousand stories.

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Toxic filipino trait:

When you confess of having an anxiety and they start saying..

"Pagod lang yan"

"Dami mong arte, hanash, drama"

"Itulog mo na yan, puyat pa more"

They never understand how it feels like 😭😭

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Namimiss ko lang ung dating ako 4 years ago, ung carefree pa, sociable and optimist. Ngayon ni di ko kayang makihalabilo sa ibang di ko kilala. Totoo nga na kapag tinabi mo ung nabubulok na prutas sa malusog, eventually magiging bulok na din sya. Ang laki ng impact ng pag eexist nya sa buhay ko. Ang daming bago. He caused me too much damage. Who knows kung makakarecover pako. 😔 To the one who's reading this, I hope you choose the right person na gusto mo lagi sa tabi mo. Because if it's too late, you'll never know how to cope up.

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It's been a year and everything is still haunting me. 😪

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Life before quarantine.

Ig: @cessifiedx

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I don't know what love is anymore 😞

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My head says I'm happy, but my heart is still hurting. Why? 🥺

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Did you ever experience having someone you can't afford to lose? And just the thought of it makes you realize how devastated you will be if that will happen. It's gonna hurt that you start shedding a tear. And When you can't live a day without thinking about them. Damn, I guess I fell again. And this time, harder. 💕