I always wanted to be that girl that you look up to. The girl in her mid-twenties that you see sitting in the train/ in a park (wherever) and just think that she's cool. The girl that's somehow an idol to little girls and teens cause she has her own style and her opinion and knows what she wants (at least from the outside).
And I need to say that I think that I am gonna become that girl. I just saw myself in the reflection of the window in the train I'm in. And I need to say: I feel like that girl.
Idk if I am that girl. But I feel like I am. And I guess the biggest luck is that I know that I would find myself pretty cool. If my teenager self would have seen her in the train - she would be amazed. A little bit imtimidated cause she would think of how cool the girl is I am today and she would have loved to be friends with her and be as cool as she seems to be.
I'm not in my midtwenties yet but I'm looking forward to explore those years and see who I'm gonna become.
Hopefully still someone little me would think is super cool. Hopefully someone she would think couldn't be me - in a good way ofc.
