#might delete later..

[suchscary]

selfie uwu

[schizoleonkennedy]

Hey, your f/o's would absolutely protect you from your abusers. They would absolutely keep you safe no matter the circumstances.

[los]

꩜ azaria (aka aza [uh-zah]) ꩜ 23 (10/31) ꩜ they/them ꩜ bipoc (indigenous, mexican, black, and white) ꩜ liberation for all.

꩜ apple music ꩜ letterboxd

[pluraltits]

i hope my ex is DEAD. i hope old friends who i outgrown are DEAD. i hope everyone who has done me dirty has DIED. anybody i hurt, i HOPE YOU'RE DYING. forgiveness is DEAD. i'm ready for some serious blessings this year <3

[pluraltits]

remebering when a recruiter came to our school and said that he tries extra hard in rural, poor areas like ours. buddy. you dont say that part outloud.......................................

[pluraltits]

my brain is so full of evilcore thoughts, i just wanna restmaxx but NOOOOOO i have to think about the horrors. why am i so fukcing illpilled

[pluraltits]

fanfic

i'm in an introject mood (said by the girl that is the introject ever), and i've been thinking about fanfic. it gets long enough that i thought a read more would be nice

ex-host wrote a bunch of private fic and headcanons for my source that ended up just becoming memories and such for me. some of it was stupid, some of it was silly, some of it was written when we had a fever of 103F, but.. some of it is true.

some of it really cuts deep.

i'm not upset about it or anything, it's funny i went from Beloved Blorbo to Chill Girl. we have more merchandise of me than other parts from the show.

but, back to my main topic. i've been thinking about writing my own "fanfiction", maybe in a journal way or just in general. i've seen a lot of other introjects do it and it resonated with me.

i would adore other people's thoughts on this, truly.

i'm not looking for outside validation or encouragement to share. this is mainly me just typing into the void of our blog about something i find interesting. this isn't something i've seen many others do.. only twice have i encountered published works (which is very fair, i personally keep my past/source close to my heart). still, i haven't seen others talk about it at all.. which draws me more into it

im sure my similarly-sourced parts would be curious (within our collective, to make it more clear), so.. i may share with them.

this is mainly just a nothingburger of "fanfic neat!", so take that as you will.

[warpaintbeauty]

Why must I feel so awkward with my friends? I hate going out and I wish I would've stayed home.. Screw this shit.. Why must I follow they around but when I want to go in a store I get left behind.. Fuck that.