It’s true. I guess it’s because It’s in my own character. But I’m too weak to fight properly. I would want to rebel to the system I live in. I see a lot of bsd things happening and those who have the power do that on purpose to save their ass. Especially here, our politicians… they create laws that make poor people who do good get in trouble and theose bastards who deserve jail.. they always end up free.I hate it when it happens. I hate it when politicians create laws just to save themselves once they get in trouble because of what they do!I can kind of think about… 3 rebel characters I have. The first one I actaully got from a friend is Bro.He’s sometimes the one I consider.. a real hero, despte everything he did.He’s strong. He has been used by someone who forced him to be something he wasn’t.. and he now still acts bad and likes to see people suffer, because he can kind of feel happy… knowing he wasn’t the only one who suffered this much.He WANTS to take down the one who once controlled him and change the way things will go. Make him stop doing experiemnts.. make him stop hurting others. And… make his life also stop. Alexander still has some kind of connection with him, if he dies… Bro will also die. But he doesn’t care.He’s like… a hero in my eyes. He has been a very bad monster.. he killed so many innocent people. He’s trying to stop now, but he needs to eat after all, he mostly eats dead bodies, or animals… trying to control his instincts.He is seen as a bad… thing, not even a person.. a monster. A bloodthirsty psycho who shows no mercy. Tho he rebelled and now wants to stop the real enemy. He doesn’t even care about dying… he wants to stop Alexander, even if he knows he won’t live peacefully after he will. He will die… after 200 long years. He’ll finally meet death. And he’ll be sure those he hurt… especially that one human he hurt so much will be happy if he’ll die. No one will be sad. Everyone will be happy. And he’d be glad to go.. and bring happyness with his death. I really like him. even if he is very scary… and he still tortures people, but that’s mostly a way to vent, without taking their life. and trust me,it takes him a very big effort. He’s just.. tired of living, tired of being in a body of someone who isn’t himself anymore… tired of being called monster. But he still fights. He is tired and is about to give up every time, but he will never give up. Never. Ever.Then there’s Ferruccio.He looks way more like me. He’s not violent. He is shy… and he doesn’t like to put himself in the middle of attention. However, he wnats to protect everyone and if he gets too stressed he gets extremely depressed and stays all by himself, scared to call for help, even scared to tell Mike he’s upset.. he loves him, but he doesn’t call him. He thinks to be a bother for everyone and he just needs to protect teh others. He isn’t able to hurt anyone, unless the situation is serious and regrets it anyways whne he does. He is a real protector and would do anything to defend those he loves. Ferruccio is also very powerful inside and brings out the leadership spirit from hsi heart just when he notices things are going really bad. He manages to take full control on everything and acts liek a proper leader. Just in desperate cases tho… he can’t do it every time… he just doesn’t think he can until he notices he MUST.
And Miles.Miles is a little rebel who got angry after he noticed how everyone lied to him. The leader he trusted betrayed him, she howed how little she actually cared about him and pokemon. not even her children managed to make her reason. Just violence worked on her. He fought alone, just with 2 friends of his against the foundation.. even if there were people who were actually good… nah, they trusted the elader mroe.. not an employee… not a thief. He felt like a puppet. a stupid puppet who was blind, believing everything that was told to him. He feels stupid and… bad. Terribly bad. They used him to do something he hated, they used him to hurt pokemon without him noticing. He rebelled because of this. Because of how angry he got. however, he is not that strong, but when he realixes he got used, he manages to fight properly, attacking Aether employees too, and needing to vent. His emotions will get crazy… he’d feel angry at himself, at lusamine, at other emplyoees, faba.. he’d be sad… then depressed, scared about what they could do to him, afraid of being completely lost.He’d react.. like a normal human honestly. Who would feel like shit for being betrayed by those you trusted?
