i just don't know what ya want me to do
hello, feel free to read my venting or just tweet me "tldr." i try to quit, i take a month break, everyone bothers me every day and spams me to tell them shit. i get questioned on a daily basis. i'm honestly trying to quit all the bs that twitter is. and then i finally just answer a couple things so people leave me alone, then the hate instantly comes back in and i'm just a horrible stalker etc etc. like really, i can promise you, i'm not a stalker. le gasp, it's hard to believe. ya when i was a kid, i was creepy and tried to find info. but honestly, i have sources now. it's weird, but they're from when i actually ran a blog. they email me or IM me when they hear about something. that's all. it's literally like reading a magazine every other day and picking up some facts. i don't spend hours trying to find shit about celebrities. i'm pretty sure i couldn't be balancing a job, having friends, my chores, having an affair with netflix, and tweeting about random shows i watch if i was out stalking people. i am not stalker sarah, let's not get this confused. furthermore, i'm honestly no worse than the creepy twitters............like really. there are people hanging on celebrities' every tweet.....they care about stupid shit like haircuts and countdowns while i'm out with my friends. i don't understand how this makes me a bad person. i'm not spending my whole life on someone who doesn't care i exist. i've actually come very far since i was 14 years old and really cared. the reason i have a twitter is because, of course, i love the fact that people listen. theres 3,000 people there to respond to me just bsing about my day or complaining. sure half of them are using me or are just spamming me with questions, but its the few people that actually enjoy talking to me that make me love my twitter. i love the few friends i've made there and if i deleted my twitter idk how i'd talk to half of them. i'd also love to have a private twitter, aka why i locked my twitter, but of course i love having 3,000 people listen to me. who wouldn't? really sorry if i've ever offended anyone by tweeting things about their faves but i'm not a gossip site..........i'm just a kid on twitter. and i don't really think i've done anything wrong. sorry if ya disagree.
and a big thank you to the 1 person who actually read this whole thing.

















