#million test

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I’m neither hypersexual nor suicidal today. That’s a first this week!

I have an evaluation with my psychiatrist today. 

Things I intend on bringing up is during the session include:

excessive preoccupation with thoughts about death (in general; unrelated to myself)

less frequent thoughts of suicidal ideation

periodical, extreme sexual impulses, mainly driven by thoughts about Bob

Obsessive thoughts about Bob

Possible delusions about my diagnosis

My psychologists offer to administer the Million test

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A few days ago I mentioned that my psychologist offered to ‘test’ me for borderline personality disorder. What I meant precisely (after doing some research) is that my psychologist offered to put me through the Million Test to determine whether I indeed have a severe personality pathology or not. 

I’m up for it. What the hell. Slapping a few more labels on me isn’t going to make me any less crazy. At least I’ll know what I’m up against according to some updated test a guy called Theodore Millon invented in 1969 (properly and respectfully explained deets are here).